i've been driving for an hour just talking to the rain...
Hmmm...Why do i do this??? its obviously done with. Why do i just keep going back to it...i dont even want it anymore...i haven't wanted it for a while...I think i know why...lol im just too shallow to admit it...okay i'll admit it...ha..its cuz im sooo jealous of...someone...or i know that what im doing makes someone jealous...okay i think its some of both... and mad that..i dont know..lol not that continuing to do what im doing will fix the jealousy or help the situation at all....
You took all there was to take,
And left me with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I am givin' up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,
i can honestly say there is nothing there anymore.
and im not even sad about it....
i dont think.
no, def. not.
So this weekend was fun. However, im not allowed to go into detail...but i suppose if your important enough you already know the details :)
But it was fun...i'll give ya that...even though a certain someone did dick out on me...ha..juuust trickin..kinda...TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME...ITS WHAT I WANT....lol but thanks for takin care of me
Im still aching...
ACHING
OMG BOY DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU GOT ME THINKING THESE PAST COUPLE DAYS????
you drive me nuts.
I try to let it go
but I don't know if I can take it
'Cause the way you looked at me
Made me see that I can't really fake it
what the hell?!?!?!?
YOU DRIVE ME INSANE
Corey...we're still on for the holiday express tomorrow, right?
ha..not even trickin..okay im trickin. kinda.
So i start work tomorrow...or training...w/e who cares im getting paid! lol and i need money cuz im poor and corey and i haven't started our pimp/hoe business yet! lol
MY BRAIN HAS BEEN THINKING ENTIRELY TOO MUCH....
Hmm...valentines day tomorrow...i told ya'll..me and corey are skipping it and going straight to st. patricks day and the booze..who needs all that dumb valentines days crap..lol NOT US!!!!
OMG ACHING...SOOOOOO bad!!!
What would you do if i just showed up and sexed you like no one else.... just totally and completely seduced you...but no...it wont happen..because you keep putting me off...I KNO YOU WANT IT! lol
And all of this was all your fault
And all of this
I stay jealous
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
im out kids.