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So, it's been a while since I've updated. Ignoring about the last 48 hours... nah, lets be safe and make it 54, things haven't been that bad or eventful. Maybe a little interesting - I'll have some stories to get around to when I don't need to sleep this early.
Within the last 54 or so hours, though...? It's been a little confusing. To say the least. To say more than that... it's been confusing, painful, relieving, and just kinda hurtful and demoralizing. As I've said before - it is always fun to figure out exactly where your limitations are, often by running into them headfirst. To learn where exactly your ability to help someone runs out. And to watch someone hit bottom, and not be able to pull them back up.
In short, yeah, it sucks, and that's about all the details I can get into. Besides that, I can hope and pray for the best, offer love and support where I can, and make sure it's known that I'm offer as much of both as I have.
Yay depressing entries. I'll follow it up with one more in just a bit.
But things will be fine. Eventually. Probably. Maybe. Wish me luck and foxes. And tell me to update and draw and write more, all of those are needed.
So lots of love to all of you - just in case you need it.
Within the last 54 or so hours, though...? It's been a little confusing. To say the least. To say more than that... it's been confusing, painful, relieving, and just kinda hurtful and demoralizing. As I've said before - it is always fun to figure out exactly where your limitations are, often by running into them headfirst. To learn where exactly your ability to help someone runs out. And to watch someone hit bottom, and not be able to pull them back up.
In short, yeah, it sucks, and that's about all the details I can get into. Besides that, I can hope and pray for the best, offer love and support where I can, and make sure it's known that I'm offer as much of both as I have.
Yay depressing entries. I'll follow it up with one more in just a bit.
But things will be fine. Eventually. Probably. Maybe. Wish me luck and foxes. And tell me to update and draw and write more, all of those are needed.
So lots of love to all of you - just in case you need it.