With a heavy heart, I know not what to do...[IM LOG]
Who: Teta Hyral, Zalbag Beoulve
What: Teta reads that single comment from Zalbag, and in light of a single inquiry (as well as...well, everything else) all of her insecurities come to the surface. About Algus, about Ramza, and everything. Basically everything she DID NOT say to Ramza. She's sort of bubbled over if you will. Poor girl is confused :<
When: June 29, from 10:08 to 10:34 PM
Warnings: Teta!Angst, mostly caused by douche!Algus. <3
Notes: Now with timestamps! <3
[21:08] violethyral: Milord...
[21:08] NorthernSkyLord: Oh... hello there Teta.
[21:08] violethyral: I...may I have a simple inquiry?
[21:09] NorthernSkyLord: Of course, Teta. Anything.
[21:11] violethyral: A time ago, Ser Algus hath spoken to me of 'orders', that which Ramza had said that 'his brother' hath forgotten.
[21:11] violethyral: M-mayhap...dost that have to do with what you wish to speak to me of?
[21:11] NorthernSkyLord: Algus knows nothing. Absolutely nothing.
[21:11] violethyral: I...I apologize. I did not mean to be rude.
[21:12] NorthernSkyLord: Oh no no, please. You've done nothing to warrant such an accusation, Teta.
[21:12] violethyral: I simply...may I speak freely?
[21:13] NorthernSkyLord: By all means.
[21:16] violethyral: Something hast been bothering me for a while now. Ramza hath spoken of him being from a 'future', in which he was not able to tell me much of detail, which I understand, and do not blame him for. But the more I speak with not him, but I hear he and Ser Algus conversing, things keep confusing me. He speaks of a 'kindness', but...I am simply confused. When I ask, I do not get a real answer. And when I think that I do receive an answer, I simply hear talk that Ramza is hiding something from me. I know that to not be true, and yet my heart still feels fear and anxiety.
[21:17] violethyral: I am sorry. This...this is a silly thing to speak of. I do not wish to speak to Ramza of it as he has enough...but I...
[21:17] NorthernSkyLord: Teta...
[21:18] violethyral: I am sorry. I should not worry about such a thing. I am sure it is nothing, I tell myself that it is, and I hear from others to not worry, and yet I cannot help but think about it.
[21:19] NorthernSkyLord: I gave a comment saying that.. there is something I must tell you. Though I fear that... you may not be ready to hear such a tale.
[21:20] violethyral: Yes...I had read that. Upon reading it...
[21:20] violethyral: It is funny. I had thought myself so sure that it was nothing, and that everything was all right, and yet...
[21:20] violethyral: If there is something you wish to say, then I will hear it.
[21:27] NorthernSkyLord: Not amongst this machine, Teta... I wish to tell you in person...
[21:27] violethyral: Th-Then, when do you wish for me? I can come now, if that is your wish.
[21:28] NorthernSkyLord: Mayhap when this rain calms a bit... I.. do not feel I am ready to tell you just yet...
[21:28] violethyral: Y-yes. I am sorry. I should not have been so forward.
[21:33] NorthernSkyLord: Please, Teta. You mustn't apologize. You've done nothing wrong.
[21:33] violethyral: I...
[21:34] violethyral: You are right.