Worries
Who: Sanada Akihiko and Piotr Rasputin
When: last night
What: talk of helping Shinji
Warnings: mature situations, the conversation gets serious
(21:42:10) SteeI Man 69: You wanted to talk?
(21:42:25) Gloves4Loves: I did. Sorry about that, things came up.
(21:42:40) SteeI Man 69: .It's okay.
(21:44:18) Gloves4Loves: It's... about...
(21:44:26) SteeI Man 69: Shinjiro?
(21:44:31) Gloves4Loves: Yeah...
(21:44:47) SteeI Man 69: ...He needed help..
(21:48:22) Gloves4Loves: I know he needed help....
(21:49:07) SteeI Man 69: ..so what's the problem?
(21:51:54) Gloves4Loves: He...
(21:52:46) SteeI Man 69: He?
(22:09:34) Gloves4Loves: He... well...
(22:09:46) SteeI Man 69: ..Aki. You hiding something from me?
(22:09:57) Gloves4Loves: No... Not exactly...
(22:10:35) SteeI Man 69: ....Then?
(22:13:55) Gloves4Loves: Remember the friend that I told you about?
(22:15:26) SteeI Man 69: Yeah...
(22:28:15) Gloves4Loves: That... would be Shinji...
(22:28:22) SteeI Man 69: ...Oh...
(22:28:28) SteeI Man 69: Heh. Isn't this awkward.
(22:28:32) Gloves4Loves: Yeah....
(22:28:49) SteeI Man 69: ......I guess it doesn't matter..
(22:29:26) Gloves4Loves: But it doesn't feel that way, does it.
(22:30:14) SteeI Man 69: Huh? I'm used to it. Besides, it's more important that everyone is happy.
(22:33:33) Gloves4Loves: And what about you?
(22:33:39) Gloves4Loves: You can't just forget about yourself.
(22:34:00) SteeI Man 69: ...I can.
(22:34:09) Gloves4Loves: Well, I'm not going to.
(22:34:53) SteeI Man 69: ....It's not too important.
(22:34:59) Gloves4Loves: That's not true.
(22:35:43) SteeI Man 69: Some people can... some people don't need it.
(22:35:59) Gloves4Loves: Don't need what?
(22:36:10) SteeI Man 69: Need to deal with these things...well...
(22:36:39) Gloves4Loves: Are we talking about the same thing here?
(22:37:11) SteeI Man 69: I am. It's more important that everyone else is taken care of. I can deal.
(22:37:45) Gloves4Loves: But do you really think I'm just gonna let you take care of everyone else while you just fade in the background? I'm not like that, Peter.
(22:38:26) SteeI Man 69: Not the point. I'm fine. You should be more worried about him.
(22:38:40) Gloves4Loves: I'm gonna worry about whoever the hell I wanna worry about.
(22:40:37) SteeI Man 69: ....What's the point?
(22:40:56) Gloves4Loves: Why does there have to be a point? The point is, you're my friend, Peter.
(22:41:00) Gloves4Loves: Unless you don't want me to be...
(22:41:25) SteeI Man 69: That's not what I'm saying.
(22:41:35) SteeI Man 69: ...You should just be more worried about him...
(22:41:49) Gloves4Loves: Shinji can take care of himself...
(22:42:06) SteeI Man 69: And I can't?
(22:42:16) Gloves4Loves: I know you can....
(22:42:43) Gloves4Loves: But what you're basically telling me is to forget about you. And I'm telling you that I'm not going to do that.
(22:43:08) SteeI Man 69: Maybe you should. I don't want to make this complicated for you.....
(22:43:32) Gloves4Loves: Heh. My life's already complicated. What's one more.
(22:44:03) SteeI Man 69: .....What do you want me to do?
(22:44:57) Gloves4Loves: I don't want you to do anything... except telling me to forget about you. That'll just make it that much harder.
(22:46:24) SteeI Man 69: I don't want....I don't want to end up that way either.
(22:47:18) Gloves4Loves: Then be yourself. I'm not asking for much, am I?
(22:51:16) SteeI Man 69: .....and then what?
(22:51:25) SteeI Man 69: ...what about the things you did and say..
(22:51:28) SteeI Man 69: said...
(22:51:37) Gloves4Loves: What about them...?
(22:51:58) SteeI Man 69: ....that's my question.
(22:52:39) Gloves4Loves: I admit. I eventually wanted to do those things... But... I didn't want to do them that soon...
(22:54:03) SteeI Man 69: ....but, I'm not the only one..
(22:54:06) SteeI Man 69: I mean..
(22:54:23) Gloves4Loves: .....
(22:54:46) Gloves4Loves: You already know....?
(22:55:06) SteeI Man 69: I...well...no. You never talked about where you came from. I thought maybe you had someone back there..
(22:55:47) Gloves4Loves: I had friends back home, of course.... If you're talking about being in a relationship with someone or wanting to be with someone, no. I didn't have time for that.
(22:56:01) SteeI Man 69: ....oh, okay...
(22:58:27) Gloves4Loves: .....I wouldn't have done those things if I had someone, or if I had someone in mind...
(22:58:46) SteeI Man 69: ....okay..
(23:18:26) SteeI Man 69: Aki...?
(23:18:34) Gloves4Loves: Yeah..?
(23:18:50) SteeI Man 69: You went quiet....
(23:18:58) Gloves4Loves: Sorry... Thinking about some things..
(23:19:16) SteeI Man 69: Oh..
(23:19:24) Gloves4Loves: There's a full moon again...
(23:19:37) SteeI Man 69: ..I know. I'm going out tonight.
(23:19:44) Gloves4Loves: Are you..?
(23:19:52) SteeI Man 69: I am...
(23:20:05) Gloves4Loves: You want company?
(23:20:16) SteeI Man 69: ..If you want.
(23:20:30) Gloves4Loves: I have nothing better to do, and I need to train some more.
(23:21:18) SteeI Man 69: I'll see you then?
(23:21:31) Gloves4Loves: Half an hour.
(23:21:38) SteeI Man 69: It's a date..
(23:21:46) Gloves4Loves: Heh. Guess it is.
(23:22:56) SteeI Man 69: ....yeah..
When: last night
What: talk of helping Shinji
Warnings: mature situations, the conversation gets serious
(21:42:10) SteeI Man 69: You wanted to talk?
(21:42:25) Gloves4Loves: I did. Sorry about that, things came up.
(21:42:40) SteeI Man 69: .It's okay.
(21:44:18) Gloves4Loves: It's... about...
(21:44:26) SteeI Man 69: Shinjiro?
(21:44:31) Gloves4Loves: Yeah...
(21:44:47) SteeI Man 69: ...He needed help..
(21:48:22) Gloves4Loves: I know he needed help....
(21:49:07) SteeI Man 69: ..so what's the problem?
(21:51:54) Gloves4Loves: He...
(21:52:46) SteeI Man 69: He?
(22:09:34) Gloves4Loves: He... well...
(22:09:46) SteeI Man 69: ..Aki. You hiding something from me?
(22:09:57) Gloves4Loves: No... Not exactly...
(22:10:35) SteeI Man 69: ....Then?
(22:13:55) Gloves4Loves: Remember the friend that I told you about?
(22:15:26) SteeI Man 69: Yeah...
(22:28:15) Gloves4Loves: That... would be Shinji...
(22:28:22) SteeI Man 69: ...Oh...
(22:28:28) SteeI Man 69: Heh. Isn't this awkward.
(22:28:32) Gloves4Loves: Yeah....
(22:28:49) SteeI Man 69: ......I guess it doesn't matter..
(22:29:26) Gloves4Loves: But it doesn't feel that way, does it.
(22:30:14) SteeI Man 69: Huh? I'm used to it. Besides, it's more important that everyone is happy.
(22:33:33) Gloves4Loves: And what about you?
(22:33:39) Gloves4Loves: You can't just forget about yourself.
(22:34:00) SteeI Man 69: ...I can.
(22:34:09) Gloves4Loves: Well, I'm not going to.
(22:34:53) SteeI Man 69: ....It's not too important.
(22:34:59) Gloves4Loves: That's not true.
(22:35:43) SteeI Man 69: Some people can... some people don't need it.
(22:35:59) Gloves4Loves: Don't need what?
(22:36:10) SteeI Man 69: Need to deal with these things...well...
(22:36:39) Gloves4Loves: Are we talking about the same thing here?
(22:37:11) SteeI Man 69: I am. It's more important that everyone else is taken care of. I can deal.
(22:37:45) Gloves4Loves: But do you really think I'm just gonna let you take care of everyone else while you just fade in the background? I'm not like that, Peter.
(22:38:26) SteeI Man 69: Not the point. I'm fine. You should be more worried about him.
(22:38:40) Gloves4Loves: I'm gonna worry about whoever the hell I wanna worry about.
(22:40:37) SteeI Man 69: ....What's the point?
(22:40:56) Gloves4Loves: Why does there have to be a point? The point is, you're my friend, Peter.
(22:41:00) Gloves4Loves: Unless you don't want me to be...
(22:41:25) SteeI Man 69: That's not what I'm saying.
(22:41:35) SteeI Man 69: ...You should just be more worried about him...
(22:41:49) Gloves4Loves: Shinji can take care of himself...
(22:42:06) SteeI Man 69: And I can't?
(22:42:16) Gloves4Loves: I know you can....
(22:42:43) Gloves4Loves: But what you're basically telling me is to forget about you. And I'm telling you that I'm not going to do that.
(22:43:08) SteeI Man 69: Maybe you should. I don't want to make this complicated for you.....
(22:43:32) Gloves4Loves: Heh. My life's already complicated. What's one more.
(22:44:03) SteeI Man 69: .....What do you want me to do?
(22:44:57) Gloves4Loves: I don't want you to do anything... except telling me to forget about you. That'll just make it that much harder.
(22:46:24) SteeI Man 69: I don't want....I don't want to end up that way either.
(22:47:18) Gloves4Loves: Then be yourself. I'm not asking for much, am I?
(22:51:16) SteeI Man 69: .....and then what?
(22:51:25) SteeI Man 69: ...what about the things you did and say..
(22:51:28) SteeI Man 69: said...
(22:51:37) Gloves4Loves: What about them...?
(22:51:58) SteeI Man 69: ....that's my question.
(22:52:39) Gloves4Loves: I admit. I eventually wanted to do those things... But... I didn't want to do them that soon...
(22:54:03) SteeI Man 69: ....but, I'm not the only one..
(22:54:06) SteeI Man 69: I mean..
(22:54:23) Gloves4Loves: .....
(22:54:46) Gloves4Loves: You already know....?
(22:55:06) SteeI Man 69: I...well...no. You never talked about where you came from. I thought maybe you had someone back there..
(22:55:47) Gloves4Loves: I had friends back home, of course.... If you're talking about being in a relationship with someone or wanting to be with someone, no. I didn't have time for that.
(22:56:01) SteeI Man 69: ....oh, okay...
(22:58:27) Gloves4Loves: .....I wouldn't have done those things if I had someone, or if I had someone in mind...
(22:58:46) SteeI Man 69: ....okay..
(23:18:26) SteeI Man 69: Aki...?
(23:18:34) Gloves4Loves: Yeah..?
(23:18:50) SteeI Man 69: You went quiet....
(23:18:58) Gloves4Loves: Sorry... Thinking about some things..
(23:19:16) SteeI Man 69: Oh..
(23:19:24) Gloves4Loves: There's a full moon again...
(23:19:37) SteeI Man 69: ..I know. I'm going out tonight.
(23:19:44) Gloves4Loves: Are you..?
(23:19:52) SteeI Man 69: I am...
(23:20:05) Gloves4Loves: You want company?
(23:20:16) SteeI Man 69: ..If you want.
(23:20:30) Gloves4Loves: I have nothing better to do, and I need to train some more.
(23:21:18) SteeI Man 69: I'll see you then?
(23:21:31) Gloves4Loves: Half an hour.
(23:21:38) SteeI Man 69: It's a date..
(23:21:46) Gloves4Loves: Heh. Guess it is.
(23:22:56) SteeI Man 69: ....yeah..