i feel these things so real, the things i never feel

Dec 17, 2003 20:42

uuuuuggggghhhh...

well today was ok. i wish i understood chemistry. i really do, just so i could pass the class with ease.
in pe the fucking annoying ass kid i hate and tripped last time i playes soccer with him..yea he was playing volleyball and being gay and giving me dirty looks. I was like ooh just control yourself. But damn it i just want to hit him so hard. so the ball was flying over the net and (he was on my team) and i ran in front of him to hit the ball and put my two hands together like i was gunna hit the ball and i klunked him really hard on the face. i think his nose started bleeding.
whoops. it was an accident i swear..
and DeeDee was being funny as fuck. that bitch.

then i had auditions for the school play. i did ok. i didnt forget my lines or anything, and people laughed. cuz it was funny, not at me. i felt so bad for angie. shes my girl forever. i hope everyone did well and hope to see my name on the call back list tomorrow even though IM HORRIBLE at cold readings.

then i went to the mall with elise and nina. did a bit of christmas/hanukah shopping. elise is so mean bashing on the girl. haha. then my stomach started killing me! I started having like contractions of pain..like a knife repeatedly stabbing me in the stomach. I was on the floor in fye cringing. My stomach has never hurt so bad. I couldnt move, I couldnt walk. It was horrible. I didnt even get to finish my shopping..i just wanted to go home. I started getting goosebumps and i got really pale. I thought I was gunna throw up.

now im home and still have the worst stomach pains. ooooooooohhhhhheeeee. i have to study for a fucking test tomorrow and damn it get chem homework done. i dont feel good. i just want to lie down.

I NEED A FUCKING HOODIE!
hollister or AE..to be specific.

i love my true friends who love and care for me. thank you.
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