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thanks for all your support, it's still hitting me. the fact that she's already regretting it kind of gives me mixed feelings. Her reasoning is that she wouldn't be able to deal with my polyamoury, on any level, and thusly staying and being crushed would be worse than leaving and being unhappy. I've already come to the conclusion (from prior relationships) that this is probably for the best, even though it still hurts. Sometimes, I wonder if the true motivations behind my polyamoury is to avoid situations like this, when in fact it is the cause...