Ink is icky
I am trying to distract myself at the moment. Today I *gasp* quit smoking. It's been 8 hours since I finished my last pack, so I am starting to feel the itch. The constant desire to put something in my mouth. God, I would kill for something to suck on right now! Oral fixations are not much fun. I keep biting my nails now. And I already had a pen explode in my mouth from biting the end of it once (don't ask). And I also find myself babbling incoherently, just because I can't seem to shut up. At least it's keeping my mouth occupied. I need to go get straws and lollipops. Maybe some Ticonderoga pencils...
All I ask is that you all pray for me. I hope I have the strength to stick with it this time. But not the strength to do any permenant damage to anyone who pisses me off in the next two weeks.
All I ask is that you all pray for me. I hope I have the strength to stick with it this time. But not the strength to do any permenant damage to anyone who pisses me off in the next two weeks.