Oct 10, 2005 01:23
HEY EVERYONE, WELL FIRST IM GONNA SAY THANX FOR EVERYONE WHO COMMENTED ON THE ENTRY BEFORE THIS ONE AND I KNOW THAT A LOT OF PEOPLE WILL BE THERE FOR ME AND I REALLY APPRECIATE THAT!!! SO THANX AGAIN, UMM WELL THIS WEEKEND WAS OK I STARTED TALKING TO BRENDA CUZ PEOPLE WERE TELLING ME THAT I SHOULD JUST TALK TO HER AND SEE WAT HAPPENS SO I DID AND I TOLD HER THAT WE SHOULDNT WIND UP ARGUING CUZ THAT TALK HAD TO HAPPEN, WELL WE BOTH GOT A LOT OF THINGS OFF OUR CHESTS BUT THIS TALK HAPPENED LIKE AT MIDNIGHT AND SHE WANTED TO GO TO SLEEP SO WE DIDNT GET TO FINISH TALKING. UMM WELL SHE TOLD ME THAT WE SHOULD JUST FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING AND DIDNT WANNA TALK ANYMORE ABOUT ALL THE DRAMA AND STUFF BUT NOW SHE'LL NEVER KNOW SOME OF THE THINGS I HAVE FELT CUZ SHE DIDNT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE:(. OH WELL, UMM THIS WEEKEND ON FRIDAY I WENT TO THE BAZAAR WITH KISHIA, BOTH AMANDAS, ROBIN, VERO, KRYSTEN, LILLY, SARAH, UMM CODY, JACOB H, ALEXIS, UMMM AND I THINK THATS IT, IT WAS PRETTY FUN BUT FREAKIN COLD. THE NEXT DAY, SATURDAY, I WENT TO THE BAZAAR AGAIN WITH MATT, BRENDA, ALEX, FRANK, CHRIS E, KISHIA, AND ANDY. IT WAS PRETTY FUN AGAIN CUZ IT WAS KOOL HANGING OUT WITH ALEX BUT AGAIN MATT AND BRENDA WERE ALL OVER EACH OTHER SO I DIDNT REALLY TALK TO ANY OF THEM AT THE BAZAAR I JUST TALKED TO BRENDA A LIL BIT BEFORE WE WENT TO THE BAZAAR, HONESTLY, I REALLY DONT CARE ABOUT MATT AND BRENDA'S RELATIONSHIP ANYMORE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE BUT THATS ALL IM SAYING CUZ I ONLY LET BRENDA KNOW ABOUT WAT I WAS FEELING ON THAT SUBJECT. SO TODAY UMM I WENT TO GO GET FITTED FOR DESI'S QUINCE THEN WENT TO QUINCE PRACTICE, I LEARNED THE DANCE THAT I MISSED FROM LAST WEEKENDS PRACTICE AND ITS PRETTY FUN!!! I CANT WAIT TILL ITS ALL PUT TOGETHER AND WE R FINISHED!!! UMMM WELL I THINK THAT'S IT, WOW I WROTE A LOT!!! OH YA AND LIKE BRENDA WROTE THINGS R DIFFERENT BETWEEN US MOSTLY CUZ OF WAT HAPPENED AND I KNOW ITS NOT GONNA BE THE SAME BUT THATS SOMETHING THAT ME AND HER NEED TO WORRY ABOUT OR NOT DEPENDING ON IF IT REALLY MATTERS. WELL I KNOW I SOUND KINDA CONFUSING RIGHT NOW BUT TO ME, MOST OF THIS MAKES SENSE. SORRY IF U HAD TO READ THIS, BUT IM OUTTIE!!! PEACE!
MIKE