Jul 22, 2007 00:45
I can't sleep. I don't know why. I'm not particularly more stressed than usual, though I do have a fairly tough work week looming ahead of me. I suppose I am a little sad tonight. I miss being loved. I miss having that someone who I know will always answer when I call and will make me feel instantly better just by saying that he loves me. It's sad having to sleep alone every night. I want someone to cuddle with. Actually, I want someone to marry. Not that I actually want to marry at this very moment, but I want someone now that I know that I will eventually marry. I want that permanence. I want that promise.
Ugh, I'm such a whiny loser. To all those that actually read this thing. Sorry I suck. I'm going to talk about trivial things for awhile.
So, I got the new Harry Potter book and I'm thrilled. I'm a little sad though because I had work tonight and so couldn't read, and I have work tomorrow (this) morning, and so I can't read then either. Hopefully I'll be able to finish the book tomorrow night because I work all day Monday and won't really have any chance to read at all. :-p
Work is good. Well, Arners is kinda sucky. But FYE is so much fun. The people there are great, and my one manager is really hot and really dorky. So that's always good for cheering up.
Hmm. . . what else. Oh, I suppose the only people who will care about this are Linds and Stephen (if you guys read this), but I'm fairly certain that I'll be quitting SASP. While I have a few reasons, I don't really feel like divulging them at the moment. I guess I should email the rest of the eboard and give them a heads up. I'm not positive on it yet, but I've been toying with the idea.
Other than that, my summer's been pretty uneventful. Been addicted to So You Think You Can Dance. And I'm sad that this past week on Jeopardy was teen week. Not that I've been watching it very consistently, but it's a nice half-hour of sanity when I can catch it.
Anyways, I think I'm going to try and sleep again. Since I need to get up soon. :-p