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damn yo i just woke up rite now after 2 hours of sleep :(.. its good cuz i sobered up ... ha i havent been doin much friday i was sopose to go to a show wif jessica and julie but i couldnt cuz my mom didnt let me borrow the van ... but saturday my friend picked me up and we went for a ride in the town and stopped by my homies crib cuz he busted out wif a backyard show like whoa and we were chilling there listnein to these bands which some sux ha... and we drank i drank tooo much ... i havent been that drunk in so long... it was fun .. and then they had the reef so we chillon by the fire outside ha it was tight... but ya there were some shit that was close to going down that im glad i didnt do ... cuz i know i would have regreted it ...so ya and i didnt get any sleep wen i got to my cousins house cuz all i did was stay online for a bit and then knock out the floor ha ... it was lame but wutever :)... it was fun ... i dunno ... lately ive been going through a lot of shit in my mind .. i dunno ... its all this stuff... all these barriers that i cant cross ... like last nite... i didndt know wut to do if i should or if i shouldnt... it was probably the beer talking but but i had me saying yes i want to ... but then i didnt .... but wutever... it sometimes feels good wen u know ur being wanted by someone ........