Dec 18, 2003 17:25
sometimes my mood swings consume me. sorry to everyone that i probably pissed off today.
also, i tend to feel mixed signals/vibes from certain people all the time and it really toys with my hidden emotions... like, the ones that hide under the surface and jump out at you randomly and cause stupid mood-swings. i've decided that they're the only emotions that really consume me, since i'm otherwise pretty bland as far as emotions go. hm...
this live journal really gives me a chance to talk solely about myself so that i don't have to when i'm around other people. this is the second time i've been on here today. how depressing.
i'm thinking i want to go get drunk. too bad everybody i know is straight edge. haha. there goes Davis again, saving me from my BAD self. ha. eew.
now that i've made everyone who read this feel like shit, i will apologize again and stop being so... er...truthful? i guess that really is a bad thing. haha.
FUCKAAHHHHH i am the bullet >you hit the bullseye< and when i hit... >theres nothing left