tummy butterflies and girly giggles
omg....i dont know where to start. ok well today shayla''s bf scott came over (no not the one u know) and then his friend cory stopped by and started flirting shamelessly with me. at first i was just like, get away-but then i noticed how cute he was, and how shayla and her bf trusted him. so them i started to warm up to him. then after a while he asked me if i wanted to go take a walk...and at first i was like "no i cant--against my morals" and he was all "walking is against ur morals" and i metally slapped my forehead and was like "damn, backed into a corner." so i gave shayla the eye as in "ill be back but i dont want to leave" and we left. then we walked around some and *blushes* we went to his house. omg i kinda feel like a slut-i mean we didnt do anything like THAT...but i did get my first kiss. *blushes profusely*.....omg ok guys tell me if this is like--slutty and whoreish....bc im so confused.
i barely knew the guy and i let him kiss me, but i mean--i have never been kissed before and i wanted to know how it feels...actually it was kinda slimy but strangely satisfying :D
hehe, but anyways...do u think i shouldnt have kissed him? bc i have no idea...my head is like buzzing-im serious.
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anyways...comment on that last bit please. i really have no idea what im doing....and dont mention this to anyone...if it leaked to my parents...i would be dead.
MISS YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH!
LUV!
i barely knew the guy and i let him kiss me, but i mean--i have never been kissed before and i wanted to know how it feels...actually it was kinda slimy but strangely satisfying :D
hehe, but anyways...do u think i shouldnt have kissed him? bc i have no idea...my head is like buzzing-im serious.
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anyways...comment on that last bit please. i really have no idea what im doing....and dont mention this to anyone...if it leaked to my parents...i would be dead.
MISS YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH!
LUV!