"Sorry, must've got a toenial caugh in my throat!"
I've been in the strangest mood today. I'm not sure what is wrong with me. I've been so very irratable, people have just been irking me all day. And it's not like they are doing anything that bad, it's just little things that make me want to clentch my fists and slap someone. Erg....it's just not like me!
First, it seems the number of ignoramouses has doubled at my school...it's like infested. Second, I hate it when you have something you do that you have been doing for quite a while, and then all of the sudden, everyone around you is doing it!! Doesn't anyone have a mind of their own anymore!? Third, I think I'm too generous, I let people walk all over me and just shrug my shoulders and go on with life, but I can't seem to be able to do that anymore. I have been urged recently to just up and call people out....but I have few enough friends, lets not go making more enemies. Another thing that is starting to..wierd me out. I used to love wearing bright colors and little girly-pie clothes...but I find that nowadays, I'm so much more comfortable in dark colors (mainly black). What is going wrong with me? I mean, I'm just not....me anymore. I don't know who I am.
I've noticed. I'm a very jealous person. I'm jealous of most everyone for some reason...so feel flattered all of you. I am jealous of most everyone one around me....and that turns into resentment. That is not good.
Pleh...I should probably stop rambling and go to bed. I had meant to go to sleep by 9:30--but I got sidetracked and tis now nigh 10:30. So....I'll be leaving now...right.
Ta-ra...."ye feckless pack of ingrades!" ^_^ I kid.
First, it seems the number of ignoramouses has doubled at my school...it's like infested. Second, I hate it when you have something you do that you have been doing for quite a while, and then all of the sudden, everyone around you is doing it!! Doesn't anyone have a mind of their own anymore!? Third, I think I'm too generous, I let people walk all over me and just shrug my shoulders and go on with life, but I can't seem to be able to do that anymore. I have been urged recently to just up and call people out....but I have few enough friends, lets not go making more enemies. Another thing that is starting to..wierd me out. I used to love wearing bright colors and little girly-pie clothes...but I find that nowadays, I'm so much more comfortable in dark colors (mainly black). What is going wrong with me? I mean, I'm just not....me anymore. I don't know who I am.
I've noticed. I'm a very jealous person. I'm jealous of most everyone for some reason...so feel flattered all of you. I am jealous of most everyone one around me....and that turns into resentment. That is not good.
Pleh...I should probably stop rambling and go to bed. I had meant to go to sleep by 9:30--but I got sidetracked and tis now nigh 10:30. So....I'll be leaving now...right.
Ta-ra...."ye feckless pack of ingrades!" ^_^ I kid.