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I want to go walk along the tall city, and have the lights be dancing all around and I want the stars to shine as I walk the night and I want to look all fancy and have this bright smile just because I know I look classy. I just want to escape every feeling I've felt this pass week and be careless, for just one night.
I want to walk the land and have the ocean by the side and hear the waves crashing and it'll be like the beat of my heart and I'll run in the sand as if there is no worries and the night will grow as young as my dreams, and I will escape.
And twirl and spin and have the sky above and have the moonlight be upon me and tell me that today is going to be the day I live, the day I escape the cold lonely nights.
I just want to run, and forget the times I've had to bare for just tonight, let me be that one open hearted girl I yet to be. The one that has no worries, and breathe the world as if it would be so simple to fall in love. Just the feeling of falling in love and the idea of knowing the love that exist in my heart and it beats with such big hope.
I don't want my heart to forever be so closed and left so many times.
I don't want to be so vaccant.
I don't want to be left on auto piliot and don't have an idea on where I am going.
I don't want to stare at my ceiling on constant sleepless nights that are left without dreams.
I don't want to lose the amount of hope I barely have enough to raise a smile for appearances.
I don't want to be held down by my mind and have my dreams catch on fire.
I don't want to feel like everyone is holding their finger on the trigger to my head, waiting for the perfect moment to end my life.
I don't want to have so many fears crawling deep within my skin, eatting away all the life I have.
I don't want to feel any of this anymore,
I don't want to don't anything,
I want to escape everything for just one night.
I want to be so careless and free.
I want to escape...
I want to walk the land and have the ocean by the side and hear the waves crashing and it'll be like the beat of my heart and I'll run in the sand as if there is no worries and the night will grow as young as my dreams, and I will escape.
And twirl and spin and have the sky above and have the moonlight be upon me and tell me that today is going to be the day I live, the day I escape the cold lonely nights.
I just want to run, and forget the times I've had to bare for just tonight, let me be that one open hearted girl I yet to be. The one that has no worries, and breathe the world as if it would be so simple to fall in love. Just the feeling of falling in love and the idea of knowing the love that exist in my heart and it beats with such big hope.
I don't want my heart to forever be so closed and left so many times.
I don't want to be so vaccant.
I don't want to be left on auto piliot and don't have an idea on where I am going.
I don't want to stare at my ceiling on constant sleepless nights that are left without dreams.
I don't want to lose the amount of hope I barely have enough to raise a smile for appearances.
I don't want to be held down by my mind and have my dreams catch on fire.
I don't want to feel like everyone is holding their finger on the trigger to my head, waiting for the perfect moment to end my life.
I don't want to have so many fears crawling deep within my skin, eatting away all the life I have.
I don't want to feel any of this anymore,
I don't want to don't anything,
I want to escape everything for just one night.
I want to be so careless and free.
I want to escape...