Please..no more pain :'(

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There once was a girl, naive and innocent who was doomed to her distress. Her faiths kept her going but often her fear and pain brought her down. She prayed that her pain would go away, and yet, it just kept on coming. In the dead of winter she lost all hope and was at the end of her rope. Just as it seemed that all was lost, she found some light at the end of her dark tunnel. She had cried out and her weak screams were answered. She found someone that she thought truely cared. He revived her and mended her broken body. His sweet kisses dried her tears and so she thought the pain was gone. Only later, she found out that the pain was only latent and that it was always truely there. He had worked his magic, and somehow made it disappear. She was truely in love and he had felt the same way about her. For the first time, she felt like she was somebody and that she had a life. But this was all too sweet to last. Summer was a bitter end and lead to more wrenching pain, greater than she had ever felt before. She once again was alone. She would often question why she was chosen to walk down the lonely road of tourment and pain to the destination of sucess.It feels like she has to try ten times harder at life everyday than anyone else. And if she feels like she's not good enough, she feels like she should punish herself. The results are horrendous scars which will stay with her for the rest of her life through thick and thin, rain or shine, fall or spring, yes there they will stay eternally etched on her soul, and physically on her weak bony body. She does a good job at hiding her pain. No one would ever believe that pain she has to face everyday. She walks with great elegance, like she doesn't have a care in the world with her head held high. But when she's alone, her picture perfect world comes crashing down. She just wants to get out of that tourture zone and she wants to have her life back. All she wants is for somebody here to stay. Somebody that truely cares and that will mend her back together. She wants her sanity back. She wants no more tears. She doesn't want expensive jewelry or many gifts. She wants to love and care for someone.
She just wants someone to love her.
Is this too much to ask for?