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The world stops briefly for a moment the rolls on smoothly.
Friday started with work and ended with bed. In between I sat sullenly and ate paella with friends, I took some enhancement and went dancing, by 2am everything had sunk back to cruising speed. Outside the police had cordoned off the area, someone had been hit by a car. When were finally allowed to leave I drove past the scene of the accident to find a wet patch of road where they'd washed away what remained.
For moments, one after the other, the world stopped dead.
Saturday morning got me a call from Luke, he was trapped somewhere he didn't want to be and I couldn't help him get out.
Saturday night I drank and fought bitterly with a friend.
Sunday morning I felt terrible and drank.
Sunday evening and everything was fine.
Monday is Monday is Monday, everything steadily rises til we're floating.
The rest of the day looks bright and cheery, but we'll see how it all goes. Can't pull this cloud from under me, can't melt the wax that holds my wings to my body.
Need some footing or i'll start slipping.
Back down the rabbit hole.
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Polly says her back hurts, she's just as bored as me.
She caught me off my guard, it amazes me, the will of instinct.
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"I'm not growing up,
I'm just burning out
Apathy has rained on me
Now I'm feeling like a
Soggy dream
So close to drowning but
I don't mind
I've lived in this mental cave
Throw emotions in the grave
Hell, who needs them
anyway
So close to drowning but
I don't mind
I've lived in this mental cave
Throw emotions in the grave
Hell, who needs them
anyway"
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Oh what you do to me....no one knows.