Oh fucking day!
Hey guys!
#I am hungry, my computer is too slow and I went back to school today!
School was shitty at one side, good at the other. My class is ok (still the same bitches people as last year; I can't complain) and we only got 3 new teachers and that for our last year where we should still get the same as last year. Nevermind.
That was kinda the good part (and some minor details nobody wants to know).
In the other way, our teachers put so much pression on us!! JUST TELL THEM TO SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! Yes, it is our last year, it is a difficult year and we have to take this shit seriously but come on!! We are not 10 anymore!! People who want to do this know how to do it. Don't need to say that we will have to study like every free minute we have!!! That kinda depresses me.
Than, one of my best guy friends left school to go to another one which pissed me off / made me really feel sad!!
WHY DOES HE HAVE TO LEAVE THIS FUCKING YEAR??? WHY NOW?? He was like our entertainer at our lunch table. I could joke around with this guy!! And now... well great! And my so called BOYFRIEND who I saw today for like 2 minutes and talked to like 1 minute JUST GOES ON MY FREAKING NERVES!!! If things go on like this I will probably... EXPLODE!!! We can't just live like that! NO!!!
And finally, my best friend who still has one exam to take and if she passes it (and I am sure she will) will go to uni. She should go to an uni really near my school! So we could have seen us sometimes!! That would have been so awesome and console me so much!!! But now she just told me that for her history class she has to go to another uni at a different place.... THIS JUST SUCKS!!!
I kinda have the feeling to lose everyone around me!!
MY FUCKING DAD doesn't even phone me (and I won't phone him!!!! for too many reasons!!!) and another good friend is leaving for england on saturday to go and study there. So yeah....
As you can see... everything is pretty emo here. I will overcome this it's just now this shitty phase with school and everything new and lack of sleep etc etc. But it sucks. And I am on msn and people here suck too. And it's freaking cold. My hands are like frozen.
I will probably go and watch a movie or anything.
#I need to watch a new series but can't decide which one. Could you maybe help me out? :)
Poll Series I should start watchingMost of thoses I have already seen some episodes but not the whole seasons!! I won't surely watch the most voted show but it's just to get an idea/little more motivation to start one xD Because I am a very indecisive person *headdesk*
#I am listening to Baby by Serj Tankian. I love this song!! I just could start crying when I hear this.
Hope I will be in a better mood tomorrow.
#I am hungry, my computer is too slow and I went back to school today!
School was shitty at one side, good at the other. My class is ok (still the same bitches people as last year; I can't complain) and we only got 3 new teachers and that for our last year where we should still get the same as last year. Nevermind.
That was kinda the good part (and some minor details nobody wants to know).
In the other way, our teachers put so much pression on us!! JUST TELL THEM TO SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! Yes, it is our last year, it is a difficult year and we have to take this shit seriously but come on!! We are not 10 anymore!! People who want to do this know how to do it. Don't need to say that we will have to study like every free minute we have!!! That kinda depresses me.
Than, one of my best guy friends left school to go to another one which pissed me off / made me really feel sad!!
WHY DOES HE HAVE TO LEAVE THIS FUCKING YEAR??? WHY NOW?? He was like our entertainer at our lunch table. I could joke around with this guy!! And now... well great! And my so called BOYFRIEND who I saw today for like 2 minutes and talked to like 1 minute JUST GOES ON MY FREAKING NERVES!!! If things go on like this I will probably... EXPLODE!!! We can't just live like that! NO!!!
And finally, my best friend who still has one exam to take and if she passes it (and I am sure she will) will go to uni. She should go to an uni really near my school! So we could have seen us sometimes!! That would have been so awesome and console me so much!!! But now she just told me that for her history class she has to go to another uni at a different place.... THIS JUST SUCKS!!!
I kinda have the feeling to lose everyone around me!!
MY FUCKING DAD doesn't even phone me (and I won't phone him!!!! for too many reasons!!!) and another good friend is leaving for england on saturday to go and study there. So yeah....
As you can see... everything is pretty emo here. I will overcome this it's just now this shitty phase with school and everything new and lack of sleep etc etc. But it sucks. And I am on msn and people here suck too. And it's freaking cold. My hands are like frozen.
I will probably go and watch a movie or anything.
#I need to watch a new series but can't decide which one. Could you maybe help me out? :)
Poll Series I should start watchingMost of thoses I have already seen some episodes but not the whole seasons!! I won't surely watch the most voted show but it's just to get an idea/little more motivation to start one xD Because I am a very indecisive person *headdesk*
#I am listening to Baby by Serj Tankian. I love this song!! I just could start crying when I hear this.
Hope I will be in a better mood tomorrow.