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[adventlead]

I'm trying to think of something to say, so that this stupid thing doesn't keep shocking me...but I just don't care.

Sorry, if I don't want to settle for falling into some meaningless routine, or communicate with people who don't even know me anymore.

There. And later, I will repeat this. Even the insults are boring.

Comments

[toward_dawn]

If the routine is so meaningless, maybe you should put meaning to it.

[adventlead]

I already did that. Kind of doesn't work out when every time you do that meaning is stolen.

[toward_dawn]

It's only stolen if you're the one to forget. You can rebuild it if you hold on to that memory. [He's rebuilt his own meaning several times.]

[adventlead]

And what happens when you tire all your resources to do so?

[toward_dawn]

Funny thing about resources, when one dries up there's normally another reserve waiting somewhere.

[adventlead]

That doesn't...it doesn't change things.