blue roast in a few hours god
First moves suck.
Is this what guys feel? This horrible, senseless panic that putting your feelings on the line always entails? Even though I say that I'm over him, there's this part of me that's still going to get hurt if he does say that this was all one-sided in the beginning. On the other hand, I also don't want him to reciprocate, because there's just no space for him right now. I want
( I hope )
that we just liked each other at the same time.
But fat chance.
AGH. I WANT THIS TO END.
[ETA:]
I think I just gave myself diarrhea.
Is this what guys feel? This horrible, senseless panic that putting your feelings on the line always entails? Even though I say that I'm over him, there's this part of me that's still going to get hurt if he does say that this was all one-sided in the beginning. On the other hand, I also don't want him to reciprocate, because there's just no space for him right now. I want
( I hope )
that we just liked each other at the same time.
But fat chance.
AGH. I WANT THIS TO END.
[ETA:]
I think I just gave myself diarrhea.