Ya Soshla s Uma!
Crap. Addicted to yet another band - and again not in English. I wish my Russian were better; this is frustrating! ^_^;; but I love it. And I kinda wish I didn't - I don't usually go for...I don't know, something about this vibe doesn't usually appeal to me, but there must be something in there...Oh, well. ^_^
Not that anyone cared. ^_~
Yes, dropping the ISSMA contest because of Model UN - they're the same weekend, and it's just not worth the effort, especially since Mrs S (short for Satan, if you didn't know (actually Schonbachler, in case you thought I was serious)) wouldn't let us go to state if they paid us. Gyarg. Stupid vocal music and all it entails.
I. Hate. Finals. I feel so stupid and unprepared and TIRED. Not, like, I-need-more-sleep tired...I was talking to Rina and Shawn about this today - it's an intellectual, metaphysical sort of tired...I just don't want to go anymore. It makes me tired that there's nothing to work at, that no one else cares, that I could have a more productive day sleeping at home that I can going to my classes. It's a depressive sort of tired, and I just want to make it stop. I don't even want to go home when I'm at school anymore...I just want to be somewhere else that might make me think, might make me work; somewhere there's a deadline that I've fallen behind on or something eyepoppingly interesting to be learned in a very short time...I need more pressure than I'm feeling right now to be happy...Not so much as the last couple of years (which is probably how I got to where I am) but more than now...Now I'm just sad and bored and becoming slightly more angsty than is to be accepted. Eugh.
Need more to do, and more incentive to do it. Also need to become very angry with the guidance office and their complete lack of interest in the needs of their student body - or at least me.
Great crap, this Russian stuff is addictive! And I only understand every 503.6th word. ;___; "me... ... ... music... .. like... f*ck... ..." etc. Very irritating. Oh, well. ^_^; Augh! This "Robot" song is adorable. ^_^ Everyone should get it.
Not that anyone cared. ^_~
Yes, dropping the ISSMA contest because of Model UN - they're the same weekend, and it's just not worth the effort, especially since Mrs S (short for Satan, if you didn't know (actually Schonbachler, in case you thought I was serious)) wouldn't let us go to state if they paid us. Gyarg. Stupid vocal music and all it entails.
I. Hate. Finals. I feel so stupid and unprepared and TIRED. Not, like, I-need-more-sleep tired...I was talking to Rina and Shawn about this today - it's an intellectual, metaphysical sort of tired...I just don't want to go anymore. It makes me tired that there's nothing to work at, that no one else cares, that I could have a more productive day sleeping at home that I can going to my classes. It's a depressive sort of tired, and I just want to make it stop. I don't even want to go home when I'm at school anymore...I just want to be somewhere else that might make me think, might make me work; somewhere there's a deadline that I've fallen behind on or something eyepoppingly interesting to be learned in a very short time...I need more pressure than I'm feeling right now to be happy...Not so much as the last couple of years (which is probably how I got to where I am) but more than now...Now I'm just sad and bored and becoming slightly more angsty than is to be accepted. Eugh.
Need more to do, and more incentive to do it. Also need to become very angry with the guidance office and their complete lack of interest in the needs of their student body - or at least me.
Great crap, this Russian stuff is addictive! And I only understand every 503.6th word. ;___; "me... ... ... music... .. like... f*ck... ..." etc. Very irritating. Oh, well. ^_^; Augh! This "Robot" song is adorable. ^_^ Everyone should get it.