I can't help but think this will turn out to be too good to be true...
My hesitancy in relationships has caused troubles in the past I will admit. But this time it's different, I found someone who I really connect with, someone who shares interests EXTREMELY similar to mine. Of course nothing good could be birthed without some complications. I've managed to work through the complications partly and things are looking up finally. I have no form of reluctance for this girl, but now I am getting worried. We have had conversations in the past about the "Cinderella Complex" that we both seem to have...and now that I think about it...maybe I'm just a stepping stone, or someone to hold her over...until someone with better looks, a better vocabulary, an eloquent speaker that can sweep her off her feet with far more ease than I could ever hope to achieve. It just seems as though she is far less interested in a relationship with me than when we first started getting to know each other, I know it's terrible to just be assuming this stuff but worrying habitually is just one of my flaws. It's been a year and a half since I've been in a relationship, and "too good to be true" has been the theme for the longest time...maybe I'm just paranoid, or maybe she'll end up breaking my heart...I guess we'll just see how this plays out.