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[upsidedownhotel]

Nine minutes until I go into class (with my second cousin as my TA) and teach Act II, scene i of Macbeth for the second time today and I feel like I can't breathe ... I only took two Klonopin today b/c I'm almost out (just called my dr in NYC to have them renewed and he'll call it in and I can pick it up tonight ... I seriously feel like I've been having a low-grade anxiety attack all day ... this like, fluttery feeling in my chest, pressing down on my lungs. I keep trying to take deep breaths, but it's just not working.

GTG teach. Gee, I love being me sometimes. And I really love teaching Macbeth. :(