A reason to meet again

[jealousvampire]

Characters: Rosalie Lillian Hale + Kamui [jealousvampire +unlucky_blood ]
When: 23nd Dec, shortly past 11 PM
Where: some abandoned building
Rating: PG
Summary: Kamui needs to talk to Rosalie about certain things.

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[unlucky_blood]

Kamui watched the other vampire carefully, while his expression was blank it certainly wasn't as hard as it normally was. He was completely unsure about this whole instance, it was probably as far from his normal comfort zone of interaction as possible. He felt uncomfortable around other people in general and this...it was just so different.

He listened carefully to what Rosalie was saying, trying to take it all in and understand what was being said. The movement, the near touch, made him flinch instinctively. Even if he was sure that he could trust this person he still wasn't comfortable with someone touching him, someone apart from his brother of course.

He truly felt for Rosalie as she spoke of a husband and of Ali. It was hard to lose people who were that close, that was something he could understand and relate to.

Very slowly, hesitantly, he leaned into the feather light touch. "I want to help you." Carefully he moved his own hand to settle over Rosalie's. "I want to help...I can't say that I can help but I want to." He paused for a few moments, "It's not that I don't want to try it's just that i'm lost for how I can actually start."

[jealousvampire]

Kamui's non-existing expression did confuse Rose to the most possible extent. She was afraid of doing or saying something that would scare him away from her. She didn't want him to feel sorry for her, but simply wanted him to understand her, to really know about her.

His words surprised her even more, since they came so unexpectedly along with a soft touch she wasn't used to. Rosie's own reply was a simply smile this time and a sigh.
"I understand." And she really did. She knew how difficult it was to take the first step, to do something in general but especially in the situation they found themselves in now. "I don't know, either, Kamui. I don't want to hurt you or do something that might make you hate me. I just want ... you to be happy."

Yes, that was true. He had to deal with enough already. An insane girlfriend was most likely the last thing he could possibly need right now.

[unlucky_blood]

Kamui dropped his head slightly after watching Rosalie for a few moments. He really wasn't sure what would make him happy right now. What he wanted now that he'd found out this much. Did he want to stay as simply friends or did he want to try as something slightly more?

Absently he ran his thumb over her hand in thought. It was all fine in saying that she didn't want to hurt him but the question was whether it was hurting her too. He glanced up at her again with a small smile for a few moments, he really doubted she could do anything to earn his hate.

"I'm happy now." He muttered, more to himself than to the other vampire as he lowered his head again. "I like you but i'm not sure if I like you in that way. I probably won't know unless..." He trailed off slightly as though unsure as to whether he should continue. It took a few long moments before he sighed slightly and finished his thought, "Unless we try."

[jealousvampire]

"If that's what you want to ... I'm there.", she simply replied, her mouth all gpone dry and her voice much more secure than she was. "If you want to try, we will, if that's what makes you happy, Kamui."

Her words were a lot more egoistic than they sounded, for she herself liked him to much to forget about him totally. She would keep thinking about him, no matter where he was.

[unlucky_blood]

Kamui looked up carefully before nodding with a very slight smile on his features. It was clear from his expression that he wasn't totally sure on what to say or do, he simply nodded again as though it would convey something inteligable.

He was happy that was clear, just a little lost for where to go from there. He'd never been in this situation before after all.