[OPEN log]
Characters: Mello & OPEN
When: After his argument with L.
Where: Old and ruined bar.
Rating: PG-13 for now. Might go up.
Summary: Mello's feeling shitty.
Mello couldn't help but feel as if his previous years had been wasted on a lie. Who was L? Suddenly, it felt as if all the respect Mello had ever harboured for him had been blown away in a single moment. It was hard for Mello to admit this, but L had lost to his own emotions. The blond knew better than anyone that feelings were a dangerous hazard capable of driving people to their own end, but L was supposed to be above those mistakes. L was supposed to be the perfection Mello strived for.
Perhaps what truly had hurt was L choosing Kira over him.
The Death Note had been destroyed, Kira'd been unmasked. Near had admitted defeat, and L kept mentioning how the succession or the Kira case weren't important any longer. A very nice way to summarize the situation could be that there was nothing left for Mello. All his goals had disappeared, the people he trusted had fallen. Only a deep and dark resentment was being harboured inside his heart, a renewed wish for revenge. Kira had killed L in more than a sense, and thus his crime wouldn't go unpunished.
As for now, Mello knew Matt's coordinates, perhaps it was time to pay him a visit and check what the hell Zexion had done to him. Except that Mello didn't feel like bearing with Matt whining and trying to push him away like he did the last time. Maybe later, just not now.
Sitting inside the couch of an abandoned bar, Mello rested his feet on the table as he savoured a chocolate bar, eyes staring at the ceiling. He really, really wouldn't mind someone to screw right now.
When: After his argument with L.
Where: Old and ruined bar.
Rating: PG-13 for now. Might go up.
Summary: Mello's feeling shitty.
Mello couldn't help but feel as if his previous years had been wasted on a lie. Who was L? Suddenly, it felt as if all the respect Mello had ever harboured for him had been blown away in a single moment. It was hard for Mello to admit this, but L had lost to his own emotions. The blond knew better than anyone that feelings were a dangerous hazard capable of driving people to their own end, but L was supposed to be above those mistakes. L was supposed to be the perfection Mello strived for.
Perhaps what truly had hurt was L choosing Kira over him.
The Death Note had been destroyed, Kira'd been unmasked. Near had admitted defeat, and L kept mentioning how the succession or the Kira case weren't important any longer. A very nice way to summarize the situation could be that there was nothing left for Mello. All his goals had disappeared, the people he trusted had fallen. Only a deep and dark resentment was being harboured inside his heart, a renewed wish for revenge. Kira had killed L in more than a sense, and thus his crime wouldn't go unpunished.
As for now, Mello knew Matt's coordinates, perhaps it was time to pay him a visit and check what the hell Zexion had done to him. Except that Mello didn't feel like bearing with Matt whining and trying to push him away like he did the last time. Maybe later, just not now.
Sitting inside the couch of an abandoned bar, Mello rested his feet on the table as he savoured a chocolate bar, eyes staring at the ceiling. He really, really wouldn't mind someone to screw right now.