A, no YOU never called me that, I did. From a young point in my life, I was taught you had to be "the best you can be". Despite my attempts recently, I myself do not feel I have been that. Perfection I do not look forward to, much, but with you I would rather be a hell of a lot closer.
B. I understand how you feel about the work part of things, but I also understand that you did not want to be treated differently from other staff members. Not to mention you already knew more about everything happening there because I had to vent somewhere. I got closed lipped with everyone working there about the stocker position because I had plans to remove someones job. The only people in on that discussion were my boss and I. He had asked I say nothing to anyone until he had thought it over. Well, he changed that yestarday, what? 2 months later? I could not treat you differently then any employee on some of that. And you did not want me treating you differently. Our work ethic seems to have messed with our own feelings. At this point, I have not even communicated this information to my assistant. Let alone the supposed information that something will be done about my keyholders. (that means I do not believe him and will have to deal with it underhanded like behind his back. You know me, I will.) Yes, you gave up a job you really liked and you never know, you may want it back one day. And if you do, you can take not treating you differently and stuff it. If people do not like my wife being treated like my wife, they can go work for someone else.
But you know? A lot of what I am feeling has nothing to do with work. You are having trouble right now and refuse to do anything about it. last night, I decided I have to do what I can and some of it will take stepping outside my comfort zone and it may anger a person or two. But fuck them. You are the woman I love and I must say what I need to have communicated. And you must do things to help this as well, like get the fuck out of the house with Hunter more and when he is at Linda's, with friends. Anything from walking down the Quay to coming to see me for coffee will work. What? No money? Look in the change thing. I fixed that and will keep fixing that when I can.
You may be wondering why Hunter is having bad dreams and acting out. I think it is because he depends on you so much and he senses how you are feeling. That makes for a vicious circle because the more he acts out, the worse you feel. Then of course there are your family, I am going to deal with part of that. But you know, I have not seen a family yet that listens to what the parents have to say about pretty much anything. They always think they know best and parents have no clue. And do not worry, I will do all I can not to offend anyone with what I have to say. With any luck, their inteligence will help them think clearly and see constructive comments. They are rather smart, well, at least your mother is.
B. I understand how you feel about the work part of things, but I also understand that you did not want to be treated differently from other staff members. Not to mention you already knew more about everything happening there because I had to vent somewhere. I got closed lipped with everyone working there about the stocker position because I had plans to remove someones job. The only people in on that discussion were my boss and I. He had asked I say nothing to anyone until he had thought it over. Well, he changed that yestarday, what? 2 months later? I could not treat you differently then any employee on some of that. And you did not want me treating you differently. Our work ethic seems to have messed with our own feelings. At this point, I have not even communicated this information to my assistant. Let alone the supposed information that something will be done about my keyholders. (that means I do not believe him and will have to deal with it underhanded like behind his back. You know me, I will.) Yes, you gave up a job you really liked and you never know, you may want it back one day. And if you do, you can take not treating you differently and stuff it. If people do not like my wife being treated like my wife, they can go work for someone else.
But you know? A lot of what I am feeling has nothing to do with work. You are having trouble right now and refuse to do anything about it. last night, I decided I have to do what I can and some of it will take stepping outside my comfort zone and it may anger a person or two. But fuck them. You are the woman I love and I must say what I need to have communicated. And you must do things to help this as well, like get the fuck out of the house with Hunter more and when he is at Linda's, with friends. Anything from walking down the Quay to coming to see me for coffee will work. What? No money? Look in the change thing. I fixed that and will keep fixing that when I can.
You may be wondering why Hunter is having bad dreams and acting out. I think it is because he depends on you so much and he senses how you are feeling. That makes for a vicious circle because the more he acts out, the worse you feel. Then of course there are your family, I am going to deal with part of that. But you know, I have not seen a family yet that listens to what the parents have to say about pretty much anything. They always think they know best and parents have no clue. And do not worry, I will do all I can not to offend anyone with what I have to say. With any luck, their inteligence will help them think clearly and see constructive comments. They are rather smart, well, at least your mother is.
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