Jan 13, 2008 09:45
You know, this work part of life sucks ass. I want to spend more time at home with Jess and Hunter, yet it never seems to work out that way. I took a good paying job so I could provide better for them and it seems like all I do is work. I am so tired, I forget silly little things. Or at least i think I do. I somehow wonder if I told Jess how good she looked at Christmas and the times we have acctually gone out. (No dear, I do not always assume you know what I think, but I am not sure I say what I want to).
With home, we have this move happening right at a time where it was not real convienent, but is it ever? The big boss from the other side of the country comes in tomorrow and the store needs to be perfect. We just finished with Christmas and are setting up for Valantines day.Now, that would not be so bad if I had a real management team, but the team I have is me. I do have three supervisrors, one good one two not so much.
All that makes it up to Jess to do most everything. Lord knows the friends we are in touch with these days are in general, unreliable. Little Michele has been a god send, despite being a bit strange, though aint we all? To top off everything else, I am as sick as a dog. I am going to have to take an extra day off this week, just to feel a bit better for the move next weekend, but I doubt there will be much rest in that day. Damned stupid ass time to be sick.
Sad thing is, today I get time with Hunter and to play hurts like hell. And yes, I am playing with him anyway. Jess needs to do things at the new place and our supply of volunteer babysitters dried up as things like that always do. It makes you wonder why people offer so much and do shit all.
Okay, the lad has awoken and I must rescue him from his boredom.