i don't like the way things are right now, and it's making me mad. it's the seething, insidious, initially-benign kind of mad, that slowly eats at parts of you like cancer, or irrationality. and then one day your being can no longer contain it and you lash out at anybody and everybody. i feel like something's going to give soon, and when it comes i will probably neither be able to help it, nor feel very sorry. just a word to the wise, in advance.