keeping grounded, or an update
been back home for about a month and a half, time flies. i'm flighty, and horribly untethered, as if there's some great cosmic intent to balance those four years of being an unhealthy otherwise. this is not good either. but i'm doing my best to make it as good as it gets, i'll be fine if you'll come home.
today my brother came home from school and told me and my other brother about his day. his sentences were sparse and i didn't really get what he was saying until i looked up at him from my laptop screen and realised that those were tears that he was fighting to keep from escaping. someone has bullied my brother and there's nothing that i know how to do about it. children can be such fuckers.
i've got some beliefs i misplaced somewhere, the older i get the more uncertain i am. meanwhile, trying not to be a completely vacuous human being, trying to draw, trying to live. having some good times, especially with the family. dad says that ever since i've been back i've been happier, more open, more giggly, actually, is what he said. it might be new york, or it might be the boy. i'm not sure. it's funny how people change.
today my brother came home from school and told me and my other brother about his day. his sentences were sparse and i didn't really get what he was saying until i looked up at him from my laptop screen and realised that those were tears that he was fighting to keep from escaping. someone has bullied my brother and there's nothing that i know how to do about it. children can be such fuckers.
i've got some beliefs i misplaced somewhere, the older i get the more uncertain i am. meanwhile, trying not to be a completely vacuous human being, trying to draw, trying to live. having some good times, especially with the family. dad says that ever since i've been back i've been happier, more open, more giggly, actually, is what he said. it might be new york, or it might be the boy. i'm not sure. it's funny how people change.