Post-AP Life?
APs are over. Hero's Journey Project is done with. Why does life still seem so unmanageable? *o*
Even though it's over for some people, I still need to practice for auditions and the chamber music concert, and that silly convention in Santa Clara. But I don't have the time to practice with all these tests and it's driving me insane.
I've also realized that I'm growing rather sick of people. Frau has been disgusting me more than she ever had before. I've been growing more and more annoyed with the people in my class. I even find myself wanting to spend more time away from my friends. I guess it's been happening regardless. Ian's been off with Bouncydude. I'm okay with it, but it leaves me at a loss as to what to do with my time (and food) before SSR. I'm stuck in the locker room while I wait for them to finish snogging, and then I head over to the gym. I feel like we've been recycling topics amongst our friends and I'm growing rather uncomfortable at the gossip, even if I did snerk at my classmate. YES, I AM A HYPOCRITE.
"So like, for my hero's journey project, I like, wanted to read four books, but like, it didn't work out too well. So then I decided to text less. I sent 600 texts the first week, and like, by today, I cut it down to 300." She was so proud of herself, bless the poor thing.
I haven't even been speaking with Awesomeface. First he had finals, then I had APs. Everything's over, but I feel like I'd have nothing to say so I haven't initiated conversation. I fell asleep in Chem today while everyone was playing Super Smash Bros. I guess the people in my class decided to surround me with stools so I had to put them all back when I woke up. I don't even know these people. They don't talk to me, so I don't understand why they would suddenly play this sort of prank on me as if I were a friend. I guess they were just bored? .___.
I am swelling up. Because I eat when I'm stressed. And I can't seem to stop. Ugh, I feel so grossssss.
Even though it's over for some people, I still need to practice for auditions and the chamber music concert, and that silly convention in Santa Clara. But I don't have the time to practice with all these tests and it's driving me insane.
I've also realized that I'm growing rather sick of people. Frau has been disgusting me more than she ever had before. I've been growing more and more annoyed with the people in my class. I even find myself wanting to spend more time away from my friends. I guess it's been happening regardless. Ian's been off with Bouncydude. I'm okay with it, but it leaves me at a loss as to what to do with my time (and food) before SSR. I'm stuck in the locker room while I wait for them to finish snogging, and then I head over to the gym. I feel like we've been recycling topics amongst our friends and I'm growing rather uncomfortable at the gossip, even if I did snerk at my classmate. YES, I AM A HYPOCRITE.
"So like, for my hero's journey project, I like, wanted to read four books, but like, it didn't work out too well. So then I decided to text less. I sent 600 texts the first week, and like, by today, I cut it down to 300." She was so proud of herself, bless the poor thing.
I haven't even been speaking with Awesomeface. First he had finals, then I had APs. Everything's over, but I feel like I'd have nothing to say so I haven't initiated conversation. I fell asleep in Chem today while everyone was playing Super Smash Bros. I guess the people in my class decided to surround me with stools so I had to put them all back when I woke up. I don't even know these people. They don't talk to me, so I don't understand why they would suddenly play this sort of prank on me as if I were a friend. I guess they were just bored? .___.
I am swelling up. Because I eat when I'm stressed. And I can't seem to stop. Ugh, I feel so grossssss.