Idea for a story
i guess that is called a journal or diary so you can write your thought and your ideas . I have not been using this because I haven't had time or I didn't think i will need it. Sometimes i wished I had been born in a country where there could exist a phone line for those in need to be able to speak with someone.
When I was little my mother beat me I, don't say she didn't loved me but .... Years later she realized she wrong but now is to late I think the constant stress I was under affected me. Now i can't take it for her to scram at me, it means for me hell. When i was little I was think non-stop to end my life. Buy with time i forgot the thought. Now when she yeals at me that thought comes back and I begin to cry of course not of her. Everything is fine until she yeals.
Last time she yealed at me because i rang at the door to much.
What can I do to forget this thought again? I want to live but i don't know how long i can take this.
When I was little my mother beat me I, don't say she didn't loved me but .... Years later she realized she wrong but now is to late I think the constant stress I was under affected me. Now i can't take it for her to scram at me, it means for me hell. When i was little I was think non-stop to end my life. Buy with time i forgot the thought. Now when she yeals at me that thought comes back and I begin to cry of course not of her. Everything is fine until she yeals.
Last time she yealed at me because i rang at the door to much.
What can I do to forget this thought again? I want to live but i don't know how long i can take this.