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Wow... I really did just have a conversation with Jessie Mae...I sent out a mass email on my old screen name and she was still on it and happened to be online...
brandyrap: hey
redneck_princess_blue: hi.. who's this?
brandyrap: this is Jessie
redneck_princess_blue: ummm Jessie who... I know a bunch
redneck_princess_blue: lol
redneck_princess_blue: you still there
brandyrap: DeMars
redneck_princess_blue: oooooooooooh
brandyrap: yeah im still here
brandyrap: yeah
redneck_princess_blue: ummm... hmmm don't know what to say now
redneck_princess_blue: just sent out a mass messege... forgot you were still on this old buddylist
brandyrap: its ok
brandyrap: whats in the past is in the past
redneck_princess_blue: it's really not cuz I still have to deal with that shit
brandyrap: sorry
redneck_princess_blue: lol no you're not... or it wouldn't have taken you this long to gettin around to sayin it
redneck_princess_blue: I'm not tryin to argue though...
brandyrap: i havent even talked to you since then so how could i say anything
redneck_princess_blue: once you say some shit like that you can't take it back... people remember
redneck_princess_blue: you know my grandmother didn't come see me graduate because of that?
brandyrap: ppl dont care it was in high school everyone has moved on
brandyrap: im sorry
redneck_princess_blue: no they haven't moved on
brandyrap: there isnt anything that i can do about it now other then say that im sorry
redneck_princess_blue: people still ask me about it... last time I was in someone told their sister not to speak to me because I can't be trusted
brandyrap: i have moved on and so have all my friends
redneck_princess_blue: it's not your friends I'm dealin wit cuz I dno't speak to them
redneck_princess_blue: and if that sorry hadn't come this late I might have listened to it... but after all this time I don't know if I can
brandyrap: well there really isnt anything else i can say
redneck_princess_blue: the truth is great to say
redneck_princess_blue: but you ain't think about that did you?
redneck_princess_blue: why did you say it in the first place... just never made sense to me... I thought we were friends
brandyrap: we were
redneck_princess_blue: did you even think about how much shit that would start
brandyrap: not really
redneck_princess_blue: why did you do it
brandyrap: i dont know i was like 16
brandyrap: thats along time ago
redneck_princess_blue: but people still beleive it
redneck_princess_blue: and they look at me like I"m a rapist because you didn't think
brandyrap: just tell them to forget about it nobody that i talk to rembers
redneck_princess_blue: oh I'm sure they'd remember if it came up
brandyrap: i hang out with Matt Adams and Dustin and Eli Boggs and bear and all them
redneck_princess_blue: did you ever even tell your mother that it wasn't true...
brandyrap: they dont care
redneck_princess_blue: the people you told aren't the only ones who heard about it
redneck_princess_blue: your mother told my aunt during a job interview
redneck_princess_blue: who else did she tell
redneck_princess_blue: because people I don't even know seem to know about it
brandyrap: i dont know that is my mom not me
redneck_princess_blue: but if you hadn't told her in the first place
redneck_princess_blue: did you ever tell the truth?
redneck_princess_blue: because if you didn't she's prolly still tellin it if I ever come up
brandyrap: i dont remember
brandyrap: that was a long time ago and im not gonna bring it up again because there is enough shit going on in my life right now
redneck_princess_blue: so you started some shit that almost fucked my life as I knew it and it wasn't important enough for you to remeber?
redneck_princess_blue: and I'm not lettin it go until you start tellin the truth
redneck_princess_blue: you can't fix what you did, but it would be a nice gesture on your part to show that you're willing to try
brandyrap: well
redneck_princess_blue: well?
(there was about 3 1/2 to 4 minutes of silence here)
redneck_princess_blue: well I suppose silence speaks louder than words
redneck_princess_blue: like I said... I ain't know you were still on this list, I didn't mean to bother you. gbye
brandyrap: ok if you want to be like that
brandyrap: it doesnt bother me
redneck_princess_blue: I already told you what I need you to do if you want make things right
redneck_princess_blue: it's on you now
brandyrap: ok
brandyrap: hey
redneck_princess_blue: hi.. who's this?
brandyrap: this is Jessie
redneck_princess_blue: ummm Jessie who... I know a bunch
redneck_princess_blue: lol
redneck_princess_blue: you still there
brandyrap: DeMars
redneck_princess_blue: oooooooooooh
brandyrap: yeah im still here
brandyrap: yeah
redneck_princess_blue: ummm... hmmm don't know what to say now
redneck_princess_blue: just sent out a mass messege... forgot you were still on this old buddylist
brandyrap: its ok
brandyrap: whats in the past is in the past
redneck_princess_blue: it's really not cuz I still have to deal with that shit
brandyrap: sorry
redneck_princess_blue: lol no you're not... or it wouldn't have taken you this long to gettin around to sayin it
redneck_princess_blue: I'm not tryin to argue though...
brandyrap: i havent even talked to you since then so how could i say anything
redneck_princess_blue: once you say some shit like that you can't take it back... people remember
redneck_princess_blue: you know my grandmother didn't come see me graduate because of that?
brandyrap: ppl dont care it was in high school everyone has moved on
brandyrap: im sorry
redneck_princess_blue: no they haven't moved on
brandyrap: there isnt anything that i can do about it now other then say that im sorry
redneck_princess_blue: people still ask me about it... last time I was in someone told their sister not to speak to me because I can't be trusted
brandyrap: i have moved on and so have all my friends
redneck_princess_blue: it's not your friends I'm dealin wit cuz I dno't speak to them
redneck_princess_blue: and if that sorry hadn't come this late I might have listened to it... but after all this time I don't know if I can
brandyrap: well there really isnt anything else i can say
redneck_princess_blue: the truth is great to say
redneck_princess_blue: but you ain't think about that did you?
redneck_princess_blue: why did you say it in the first place... just never made sense to me... I thought we were friends
brandyrap: we were
redneck_princess_blue: did you even think about how much shit that would start
brandyrap: not really
redneck_princess_blue: why did you do it
brandyrap: i dont know i was like 16
brandyrap: thats along time ago
redneck_princess_blue: but people still beleive it
redneck_princess_blue: and they look at me like I"m a rapist because you didn't think
brandyrap: just tell them to forget about it nobody that i talk to rembers
redneck_princess_blue: oh I'm sure they'd remember if it came up
brandyrap: i hang out with Matt Adams and Dustin and Eli Boggs and bear and all them
redneck_princess_blue: did you ever even tell your mother that it wasn't true...
brandyrap: they dont care
redneck_princess_blue: the people you told aren't the only ones who heard about it
redneck_princess_blue: your mother told my aunt during a job interview
redneck_princess_blue: who else did she tell
redneck_princess_blue: because people I don't even know seem to know about it
brandyrap: i dont know that is my mom not me
redneck_princess_blue: but if you hadn't told her in the first place
redneck_princess_blue: did you ever tell the truth?
redneck_princess_blue: because if you didn't she's prolly still tellin it if I ever come up
brandyrap: i dont remember
brandyrap: that was a long time ago and im not gonna bring it up again because there is enough shit going on in my life right now
redneck_princess_blue: so you started some shit that almost fucked my life as I knew it and it wasn't important enough for you to remeber?
redneck_princess_blue: and I'm not lettin it go until you start tellin the truth
redneck_princess_blue: you can't fix what you did, but it would be a nice gesture on your part to show that you're willing to try
brandyrap: well
redneck_princess_blue: well?
(there was about 3 1/2 to 4 minutes of silence here)
redneck_princess_blue: well I suppose silence speaks louder than words
redneck_princess_blue: like I said... I ain't know you were still on this list, I didn't mean to bother you. gbye
brandyrap: ok if you want to be like that
brandyrap: it doesnt bother me
redneck_princess_blue: I already told you what I need you to do if you want make things right
redneck_princess_blue: it's on you now
brandyrap: ok