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well I was supposed to go on an audition yesterday. For a horror movie. I just had an odd feelin about this guy.. he liked me a lil too much ya know. He'd call to give me information about the audition and want me to stay on the phone with him... just talkin like we were old buddies. I was never if he was tryin to cast me or fuck me. I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt and just convince myself that he's a REALLY friendly person but I just couldn't shake that iffy feelin. So yesterday I was on my way to the audition and on the way down the stairs in my building I fell. There was nothing around, the stairs weren't wet, my shoes were tied, I didn't anything, nuthin gave in my legs... I just fell for no apparent reason. So I decided that that was the powers that be tellin me that they didn't want me to go. So I hobble back upstairs and no sooner does my ass hit the couch than he calls. Mind you it's an hour and a half before I"m supposed to be there, but he's sayin am I comein, he's been waitin on me. Creepy fucker. So yeah I'm pretty happy about that decision not to go. Far as the fall goes I'm fine.. a lil achy but I've been MUCH worse, so no worries there. A big thank you to the powers that be for keepin me home. The show I'm doin now is fun.. It's called Black Tale, it's a fairy tale set in the ghetto. FUn stuff, I'm a siren... like the ones from Greek mythology not like on a police car.. Since I started this show I"ve been shocked at how few people know what a siren is. Most distressing. It's a fun show though, the witch is meek and really sweet, the princess is a stuck up bitch who wants to be a white girl, and the sirens are the chicken head hochies that sit on the stoop and talk shit about erybody. THere's a scene where we're spyin on the land lady while she masterbates, and I start to mimic her.. so basically we get to cum together. lol fun stuff I'm tellin ya. Know what's really funny though... the play is called Black Tale, I just found out yesterday from one of our rappers that Black Tale is also the name of a porn magazine. lmbao And just for Richard cuz I know he knows who she is, Blue Cantrell was in it. Apparently some guy she was datin sold some pictures she let him take after she got famous. I hear things like this and I stop and say to myself "hrmm how many people have naked pictures of me... and are they bitter enough with me to sell them" because all of us who've seen Kill Bill know what bitter people are capable of *cues bitter music* Ya know... I dont really think I'd care if my naked pictures got published. If ya wanna see my big ass naked have at it. I've noticed that things like that have only damaged careers for people who've tried to claim it wasn't them. When Madanna's tapes came out she was like "yeah that's me. and what?" and nobody said shit. I think I'm definately one of those people. Ya know.. I haven't had sex since November 24. It's been 3 months today since the last time I had sex and I'm such a lil nympho it's drivin me crazy. I'm startin to act stupid about it... standards are lowering... started talking to Esha again... dayum I need to get laid.