a delay in heartbeats
i suddenly feel very disoriented and sick, but i have been sitting down for at least 10 minutes. and a headache starts. my feet go numb, too. where's my light? where's my drug? i had a path, and it was bulldozed over.
to walk around with people beside me feels like cold cold water. i won't let my mom give me kisses or hugs. i will not let you hold me good bye. every moment is another way to keep from puking. oh, and my head. more like a glass bubble filled with gasoline.
thaks for the time it takes to tell you, and the space between the memories.
to walk around with people beside me feels like cold cold water. i won't let my mom give me kisses or hugs. i will not let you hold me good bye. every moment is another way to keep from puking. oh, and my head. more like a glass bubble filled with gasoline.
thaks for the time it takes to tell you, and the space between the memories.