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i just got back from redmond. here's the deal:
i'm moving in (with mirko) on/around the 17th of july. assuming i can afford all this shit. here's the dilemma: mom's boyfriend won't even give me a loan because he thinks it's such a graaaaand amount of money, he's going to be a whiny bitch and continue hoarding cash for his run-down doomed school. (he has 2.5 million in the bank, people. it's not a whole fuck of a lot of money to get me through dp! and it's not like i'm asking for money RIGHT OUT. i'm going to PAY the shit back as soon as i get a job!) the school is closing next year, but he's going to struggle through shit and back to try and keep it open, even if that means turning it into a minimum security prison as the parents are requesting. so. he told my mom flat-out that he wasn't handing me a dime of his money. HOWEVER, yesterday he bought her a 28,000$ car and PAID CASH. oh, but that's just pocket change, you must remember. so he bought her off and she's happy, so i'm fucked. i'm going to take a loan out on my right arm and lower half of my soul to go through this because, god damnit, i got accepted. just because i'm not filthy rolling assrich doesn't mean my dream can't come true. with OR without his stupid racist jackass nogood help. it's not fair! after all, his deformed crotchspawn goes through life scott-free(no pun intended) because his daddy has got money, the least i should get is a fucking loan.
anyhow... it just so happened that i had the best 5 days of my life in redmond. i won't go through the specifics (partway because i've already told most of my friends) of what made it so happy, but let's just say that mirko is the most wonderful friend in the world. really, he's awesome. i found my escape route, and now i can get out of this hellhole i'm living in and things will finally fall into place... mom might not be able to move out there with me, but she can visit. it's not like she'd ditch VirginiaBoy for me anyway. i'm just a kid, what do i know about relationships? especially ones that are bad because the one half is a self centered asshole and the other is blind as a bat. in other news, my brother's supposedly moving out but isn't quite sure because his 18th is in a few months, and he wants to go to college but wants a new car first. such a nice little pig.
the zelda, windwaker game is THE PRETTIEST thing i've ever seen! it's so... CUTE. anyone who doesn't have it... should get it. came out yesterday! (or thereabout - the day before) we went to ebx and borders... i got the ultimate edition of stargate for a measly 16$ and that was magical. i've been looking for it for about three months and it was always more than 23. so hah! that's the last thing i can buy. ever. YAY we're doomed. it'd be nice to have spending money, but if i go to that college i'm going to be good eating once a week.
in the course of 30 minutes, i became buddhist and reached enlightenment and i think the world is over now. yay.
i'm moving in (with mirko) on/around the 17th of july. assuming i can afford all this shit. here's the dilemma: mom's boyfriend won't even give me a loan because he thinks it's such a graaaaand amount of money, he's going to be a whiny bitch and continue hoarding cash for his run-down doomed school. (he has 2.5 million in the bank, people. it's not a whole fuck of a lot of money to get me through dp! and it's not like i'm asking for money RIGHT OUT. i'm going to PAY the shit back as soon as i get a job!) the school is closing next year, but he's going to struggle through shit and back to try and keep it open, even if that means turning it into a minimum security prison as the parents are requesting. so. he told my mom flat-out that he wasn't handing me a dime of his money. HOWEVER, yesterday he bought her a 28,000$ car and PAID CASH. oh, but that's just pocket change, you must remember. so he bought her off and she's happy, so i'm fucked. i'm going to take a loan out on my right arm and lower half of my soul to go through this because, god damnit, i got accepted. just because i'm not filthy rolling assrich doesn't mean my dream can't come true. with OR without his stupid racist jackass nogood help. it's not fair! after all, his deformed crotchspawn goes through life scott-free(no pun intended) because his daddy has got money, the least i should get is a fucking loan.
anyhow... it just so happened that i had the best 5 days of my life in redmond. i won't go through the specifics (partway because i've already told most of my friends) of what made it so happy, but let's just say that mirko is the most wonderful friend in the world. really, he's awesome. i found my escape route, and now i can get out of this hellhole i'm living in and things will finally fall into place... mom might not be able to move out there with me, but she can visit. it's not like she'd ditch VirginiaBoy for me anyway. i'm just a kid, what do i know about relationships? especially ones that are bad because the one half is a self centered asshole and the other is blind as a bat. in other news, my brother's supposedly moving out but isn't quite sure because his 18th is in a few months, and he wants to go to college but wants a new car first. such a nice little pig.
the zelda, windwaker game is THE PRETTIEST thing i've ever seen! it's so... CUTE. anyone who doesn't have it... should get it. came out yesterday! (or thereabout - the day before) we went to ebx and borders... i got the ultimate edition of stargate for a measly 16$ and that was magical. i've been looking for it for about three months and it was always more than 23. so hah! that's the last thing i can buy. ever. YAY we're doomed. it'd be nice to have spending money, but if i go to that college i'm going to be good eating once a week.
in the course of 30 minutes, i became buddhist and reached enlightenment and i think the world is over now. yay.