well this is just an update i dont really know what to put down other then that i did tell the ex off and havn't heard from her since which is good and i might finally get internet in my room which i'm happy about which means WOW(world of Warcraft) or mabey City of Heros since i already have that but also i might not cause school is starting the 15th and i want to be able to keep my job and so it might be hard to do all of that job and school but i think i can handle it since i'm getting help with my ADD i'm actualy taking medicine again which i havn't taken since like 8th grade which was over 5 years ago so mabey it will help and i sort think it is helping cause i'm noticing a diffrence in how i get things done and more concetration on stuff my next big thing is staying school cause if i get kicked out i probley going to move out of state find job and get my self started and then get back in school but i really dont want to fo that i'm taking some pretty easy classes on is a carrer class that i think will be and easy A the other is weld class that i'm going to make art in and that another A the only 2 out 4 i really worried about one is english 101 which i think will be the hardest casue of the papers i will have to write and then the other one is bio but its just rembering things which hopefully the medicine will help with well thats all for now i'll leave you with a link your not suppose to click on and a meme
http://kevan.org/brain.cgi?Jefferson%20Harris (its safe but dont click it)