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And an amazing thing happened, I was able for the first time in my life to say the exact thing I wanted to say, at the exact moment I wanted to say it. And of course, afterwards I felt terrible, just as you said I would. I was cruel, and I'm never cruel. And even though I can hardly believe what I said mattered to this man, but what if it did?
No matter what he's done to me there is no excuse for my behavior. Anyway I still wanted to talk to you. You don't seem like the kind of person that would do something like that. The odd thing about this form of communication is ---- you're more likely to talk about nothing than something, but I just want to say, that all this nothing has meant more to me than so many... somethings. So, Thanks---
subject completely changed, lighter note:
Thanks Rachel
i will slice you in three pieces!!!!!!!!