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Being vulnerable scares me. It really does. I decided to look over some of the e-mails and facebook messages from the past. Some of them brings me back...brings me back to moments where tears roll down my eyes. Brings me to the times when being hurt and confused just took over my mind and nothing else mattered. Brings me back to the times when I didn't know I had something good in front of me...until it was gone. Brings me back to how shitty I was treated....but I didn't know how to stand on my own two feet so I didn't know how to handle it.
I don't regret any of it.
I've taken all of the experiences I've had and have put it in good use. I'm stronger than I once was...I speak my mind and I swear never ever to be pushed around and disrespected ever again. This is why sometimes I may be a little vulgar, a little blunt. You have to be sometimes. You have to be able to take care of yourself...and never let anyone ruin your life. The only person who can ruin your life is yourself.
On a side note....I am so incredibly grateful you have entered my life. You don't know how much you mean to me.
I don't regret any of it.
I've taken all of the experiences I've had and have put it in good use. I'm stronger than I once was...I speak my mind and I swear never ever to be pushed around and disrespected ever again. This is why sometimes I may be a little vulgar, a little blunt. You have to be sometimes. You have to be able to take care of yourself...and never let anyone ruin your life. The only person who can ruin your life is yourself.
On a side note....I am so incredibly grateful you have entered my life. You don't know how much you mean to me.