and big girls don't cry
recently, i find myself singing along to sappy songs about heartache.
nick kicked me out, and then begged me back. where do i stand now?
work is ok. i'm tired all the time. they just went on a serious firing-spree for employee "hooking up" aka i am now paying full price for all of my groceries. which is find by me.
i have decided to get my hair braided again for the rest of the summer. i asked some girls from my work but i find that white girls getting their hair braided tends to aggravate some. i think that is so goddamned ridiculous. i am not, never have been, never will be gangster. hahahah i am cracking up just thinking about it. not literally, of course. i am far too exhaustd for all that.
i feel funny inside all over. i need to start writing again. that is what i was supposed to be taking the summer off for. jesus.
i don't even know. i don't even know.
where am i going to live next year? refer to above. ^
am i actually going to attend classes and get my gpa up? ^
where will nick and i be? ^
i have to growthefuckup.
nick kicked me out, and then begged me back. where do i stand now?
work is ok. i'm tired all the time. they just went on a serious firing-spree for employee "hooking up" aka i am now paying full price for all of my groceries. which is find by me.
i have decided to get my hair braided again for the rest of the summer. i asked some girls from my work but i find that white girls getting their hair braided tends to aggravate some. i think that is so goddamned ridiculous. i am not, never have been, never will be gangster. hahahah i am cracking up just thinking about it. not literally, of course. i am far too exhaustd for all that.
i feel funny inside all over. i need to start writing again. that is what i was supposed to be taking the summer off for. jesus.
i don't even know. i don't even know.
where am i going to live next year? refer to above. ^
am i actually going to attend classes and get my gpa up? ^
where will nick and i be? ^
i have to growthefuckup.