shitty shit
there's news, but it's mostly depressing. i'm going to try and put some good stuff in this post, too.
-well, it seems as though i have been denied admission into any advanced workshops. dr. suarez is supposed to be sneaking me into his fiction workshop, so at least i have that.
-i got a "c" in my article & essay class, due to a hateful teacher. i did all of the work, i deserved an "A".
-my mother and i are still not really speaking since her romp to tallahassee and romp back. my father has decided to butt in and cut me off financially until he sees my grades and i "change my attitude". this has resulted in cancellation of my MA trip for my 21st birthday, my inibility to pay all of the money i owe brittany or pay bills or pay for just about everything.
-tony roma's has yet to call me. guess i'm not hired, still jobless, and definitely broke.
+disney was awesome. nick was so sweet to me the whole time.
-not anymore
+i had an interview at whole foods and got hired on the spot! "yay" i say, quite sarcastically. i hate how life ruins what little joys i do have in it.
+i got to hang out with courtney yesterday, and she let me vent out a lot of shit. it was so good seeing her.
-i feel like i don't know anyone down here anymore. brittany doesn't want to live with me next year. my friend up north are so far away. who do i even have anymore? things with nick are okay, but "conditional". <---i know i'm supposed to put punctuation inside of the quotations, but there are just some rules that are meant to be broken, i always say.
+i have been eating pretty healthy.
-but i have zero motivation to excersize. i think i should just drag myself to the gym for a while until i get sick of that and then maybe run or walk or SOMETHING. i am such a blob.
i'm gonna go stare at myself or the wall or whatever.
-well, it seems as though i have been denied admission into any advanced workshops. dr. suarez is supposed to be sneaking me into his fiction workshop, so at least i have that.
-i got a "c" in my article & essay class, due to a hateful teacher. i did all of the work, i deserved an "A".
-my mother and i are still not really speaking since her romp to tallahassee and romp back. my father has decided to butt in and cut me off financially until he sees my grades and i "change my attitude". this has resulted in cancellation of my MA trip for my 21st birthday, my inibility to pay all of the money i owe brittany or pay bills or pay for just about everything.
-tony roma's has yet to call me. guess i'm not hired, still jobless, and definitely broke.
+disney was awesome. nick was so sweet to me the whole time.
-not anymore
+i had an interview at whole foods and got hired on the spot! "yay" i say, quite sarcastically. i hate how life ruins what little joys i do have in it.
+i got to hang out with courtney yesterday, and she let me vent out a lot of shit. it was so good seeing her.
-i feel like i don't know anyone down here anymore. brittany doesn't want to live with me next year. my friend up north are so far away. who do i even have anymore? things with nick are okay, but "conditional". <---i know i'm supposed to put punctuation inside of the quotations, but there are just some rules that are meant to be broken, i always say.
+i have been eating pretty healthy.
-but i have zero motivation to excersize. i think i should just drag myself to the gym for a while until i get sick of that and then maybe run or walk or SOMETHING. i am such a blob.
i'm gonna go stare at myself or the wall or whatever.