Into the thoughts of Adrie....enjoy

Sep 19, 2003 22:22

The first expression of the my feelings lately will be concluded in a letter written to my mother. She will never recieve this letter but you all get the jive.
Dear Mom,
When will you grow? Thats all I want to know. Why is it that you having a good time comes before my happiness, the chores expected of you as a mother and the time spent with your husband. I don't understand why you do see how great the frugal things in life really are. You take on so many projects that involve yourself when you never had time to begin with before all these new projects. I believe you are a failure as a mother. I am sorry to say that really because I dream of having a mother that will take care of me and worry about me and actual love me and want to talk to me. You don't do anything motherly at all ...you don't clean (your probably the person that makes the most messes then takes it out on me when dad yells at your for them), you dont ever cook and you have never once sat me down to ask me how i felt about anything in my life. I think its sad that like majority of the other parents in America you failed to care and be patient with or even wonder who i am as a person. Do you even know what my favorite food is or what my favorite class at school is? Oh wait better yet mom what year was I born? ...you fail to forget that a lot. How can you even say thank you when someone congratulate you on what great daughter you have when you took no part in shaping me. I did everything myself my whole life. I have been alienated from this family since as long as I can remember. Coloring alone in my room or playing school by myself. I just wish you would have took even one hour to have your undivided attention on me. I know you will probably never face up to things you have done but thats ok because I just want to forget you.
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