Bummer
So...we're broken up...AGAIN.
Maybe its my fault for flipping out but he never makes it any easier for me. Besides...im completely pmsing.
I kinda just went crazy on him but it wasnt really for no reason. He was being immature-like always.
I just wish that sometimes, when im upset, he would learn how to comfort me instead of acting like such a cock. He just acts like its all a big joke. I know Im a hard person. Ive realized this a long time ago. I am so difficult and I just really need someone who is going to be patient with me. I never mean what I say or say what I mean. Im just that type. Im stubborn. I hate it.
Maybe its fine that we're broken up. I am hurting right now but maybe I just need to be single for a while and take same time off from guys. I need to figure out who I am alone instead of who I am with someone else. I know that Adriana. I have that Adriana figured out completely. I know just how I act with guys and react to guys. GOD im fucked up.
Its like...I get into these serious, long-term relationships, then I find someone else while im STILL in a realationship, then I break up with the old guy and immediately start going out with the new one. Its been like this for almost 4 years...literally. I have not been single. Its time for a change.
I do miss him tho.
Maybe its my fault for flipping out but he never makes it any easier for me. Besides...im completely pmsing.
I kinda just went crazy on him but it wasnt really for no reason. He was being immature-like always.
I just wish that sometimes, when im upset, he would learn how to comfort me instead of acting like such a cock. He just acts like its all a big joke. I know Im a hard person. Ive realized this a long time ago. I am so difficult and I just really need someone who is going to be patient with me. I never mean what I say or say what I mean. Im just that type. Im stubborn. I hate it.
Maybe its fine that we're broken up. I am hurting right now but maybe I just need to be single for a while and take same time off from guys. I need to figure out who I am alone instead of who I am with someone else. I know that Adriana. I have that Adriana figured out completely. I know just how I act with guys and react to guys. GOD im fucked up.
Its like...I get into these serious, long-term relationships, then I find someone else while im STILL in a realationship, then I break up with the old guy and immediately start going out with the new one. Its been like this for almost 4 years...literally. I have not been single. Its time for a change.
I do miss him tho.