Lovely... and I was in such a good mood...
Mom just called to find out when I was coming over to do laundry. Apparantly the AC is busted over at the house, so I should go over there soon, before it gets too hot.
And now we get to the part that's put me in a bad mood...
It seems that she's NOW remembered that I'm supposed to be showing her my bank statements every few months and wants me to bring those over, so she can see how sucky my finances are. I really don't need this. I really don't see why I need to justify my spending habits (which have been very, very little) to them...
But, as they've said... they're the ones that stuck their necks out for me, by co-signing on my student loans... So while, yes... it's great that they worry about whether or not I'm able to buy food, it really feels more like they're more worried about THEM than me.
Of course, if I say that, Mom will find some way to turn it around on me. I mean hell... I tell her that she makes me feel like a fucking failure and she tells me that it's her that's the failure because I'm... the way I am. She just doesn't get it.
I'm really sick of feeling like this.
And now we get to the part that's put me in a bad mood...
It seems that she's NOW remembered that I'm supposed to be showing her my bank statements every few months and wants me to bring those over, so she can see how sucky my finances are. I really don't need this. I really don't see why I need to justify my spending habits (which have been very, very little) to them...
But, as they've said... they're the ones that stuck their necks out for me, by co-signing on my student loans... So while, yes... it's great that they worry about whether or not I'm able to buy food, it really feels more like they're more worried about THEM than me.
Of course, if I say that, Mom will find some way to turn it around on me. I mean hell... I tell her that she makes me feel like a fucking failure and she tells me that it's her that's the failure because I'm... the way I am. She just doesn't get it.
I'm really sick of feeling like this.