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ok....so it is not just a silly crush because I really like this guy.
But, it really is silly to like someone so much who you have only spent a few hours with him.
I like everything about this guy... except the location is crap.
I was ready and willing to go about my life alone.
I mean after the P disaster...I thought that was it.
I am going to be alone.
Me, my horses and Henry the cat.
And here comes a great guy.
That lives 10 million miles away.
But, at least it gives me someone to think about.
That sounded stalkerish.
I mean it gives me someone to smile about.
And for now that is just fine.
I would like to hold his hand again.
That sounded lame.
Whatever.
I am pretty lame.
As for the ED.
I am ok.
As for the jobs.
I could really do without them.
The horses have their winter coats and are snug as a bug tonight.
But, it really is silly to like someone so much who you have only spent a few hours with him.
I like everything about this guy... except the location is crap.
I was ready and willing to go about my life alone.
I mean after the P disaster...I thought that was it.
I am going to be alone.
Me, my horses and Henry the cat.
And here comes a great guy.
That lives 10 million miles away.
But, at least it gives me someone to think about.
That sounded stalkerish.
I mean it gives me someone to smile about.
And for now that is just fine.
I would like to hold his hand again.
That sounded lame.
Whatever.
I am pretty lame.
As for the ED.
I am ok.
As for the jobs.
I could really do without them.
The horses have their winter coats and are snug as a bug tonight.