Mar 05, 2006 02:28
Actually, I just want new sheets or the option/opportunity to get/afford new sheets. Things have been hectic since my wallet was stolen at the end of January. I basically had no money and had to borrow money to replacements for my state id and other things. It's been a month and I still have yet to receive my id and debit card because they keep getting lost or somehow wind up being returned to the sender. I've been at a standstill struggling, for weeks, and I am stressed out to the point of exhaustion and wanting to hide. I'm just wondering when things are going to start going well for me because I feel as if I'm falling deeper and deeper into this constant hole.
-When am I going to find a job that will provide me with a more liveable income so I can actually pay off my debts and put more money away for savings?
-How am I going to manage to finish my last year of college? A degree does make a difference no matter what anyone says.
-When will I discover my greatest talent? Several people I know are amazing at one or two thnigs. I feel as if I am not great at anything. Okay, I enjoy writing, painting, rollerblading and playing guitar but I don't feel as if I have mastered any of these things.
-I still have to figure out ME.
-I want to learn how to truly enjoy things again. I feel as if the minutes of my life are squeezed into each other and that there is barely time to enjoy anything.
-I need to work on monthly goals.
-I need to start writing poetry again.
-I need to pay more attention to my hair and skin.
-I need to make plans for socializing and meeting more people because I feel disconnected from everyone.
-I need to cut down on hibernating.
-I need to stop spending so much money on food, eat healthier and remember to take my vitamins.
-I need therapy and regular medical care
I need sleep so I guess I will continue with this update later today.