Sep 20, 2005 18:13
I have been so busy that I've barely had any energy to go online and catch up with my online life. Several things have been going good for me especially the fact that I am working one job instead of three. Yeah...I finished working at the animal shelter about four weeks ago. Now I work full-time as a cashier at Halloween Adventure in the Village. Of course it's kinda hectic with the Halloween season coming up. There's a crapload of pricing, merchandising and organizing to do. Everyone thinks it's stressful, but this is nothing compared to any of the other jobs I've had which seemed more abusive that stressful. Most of the people at the store have known and liked me for a while so it was no problem fitting in my first day. I'm good at what I do...I get to use my mind again and I feel useful.
On the 9th I went to Great Adventures with my Diana Bunny Love for their Fairgrounds Out at Night Event. It was an adventure all right. The Port Authority clerk told us to get on the wrong bus which dropped us off in the middle of bumblefuck, Jersey. So we had to get on another bus in the opposite direction and pay an extra $2 to get on the right bus to Great Adventure. Everything was great once we got there though. KTU and another station started pumping the club music. All the people were friendly and it was just great to be out and free to be whoever the fuck you are.
I spoke to my old friend Seema a couple days ago. She actually found my screenname on AIM which is good because I barely been able to chat with anyone since AIM screwed up something and erased all the screennames on my buddylist. Talking to her brought back all the memories of writing group and all the weird excursions we used to go on. I miss those freedom summers. Together we were invincible. We did whatever we wanted and didn't care what the hell anyone thought about us. I miss my SeemaBear. She is one of the few people who made the cut after I drastically deleted people from my life. I just had too many desperate and abusive people near me and needed to seperate them from the positive people in my life. I miss the old group. I haven't had much time to socialize because I had to deal with being kicked out of my house, not having much of a family and finding ways to make enough money. But, I'm confident things will come together before the end of this year. More things will fall into place and make more sense so that I can go ahead and make certain decisions.