Fuck Meds! God-Fucking-Damnit! It's Not A Fucking Cure-All!
I am tired of everyone asking me if I would consider going back on meds again (that is antipsychotics and neuroleptics). They act as if drugs are a MAGICAL FUCKING CURE-ALL! And, half of them don't even know shit about what these drugs do. I've been on everything from Prozac to Risperdal in the past seven years and that is partly the reason why I feel like parts of my mind are missing. Drugging me up on meds won't fix the underlying problems! It won't get me out of the shit I'm in right now! It won't make my family or living situation appear any better! So unless you want to be of any help to me at all, SHUT DA FUCK UP ABOUT THE FUCKING MEDS!!! I need people to talk with right now. I need help planning. I need to find a new place to live. I don't need to be sedated and even more disillusioned on fucking drugs! I am fucking stressed out and struggling and I don't need to add to that by waiting to see how various drugs react in my body! I need people to talk with, positive aspirations. I need true friends. I don't need people trying to psychoanalyze me and try to tell me what's best for me when they have no fucking clue what I deal with everyday.