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Ughh*
could my life get any harder right n0w??..
0kay for those clueless Tuesday at the n0rton game i br0ke my hand. Today the orth0pedic doctor finally w0rked me in..he said i had tw0 options..i could either let him cast it and see h0w it heals or i could have surgery. At first i was all ab0ut the cast, then he went int0 detail. he said that there is a b0ne stickin straight up that wont never heal without surgery and if i was to ever hit that bone again with anything it would c0me thr0ugh my skin. and where i play sports i figured that would happen. s0 of course that let me with a hard choice to make. He said that he could go in and numb my hand and try to bend it back into place wihtout the surgery but he said that there is a 75% chance it wouldnt work. so he made me do this test thing. i made a first with both hands and on my hurt hand my pinky was coming toward my fingers..practically underneath it..after that he told me not to w0rry ab0ut casting it just to have surgery.
Honestly im scared to death. 0n either saturday or sunday i have to go get my blo0d to0k and some other tests. then on monday mourning i have surgery at 8. man i have to be put to sleep and everything. They said were they are screwing two bones together that the pain will be really bad and they would prolly keep me over night just to watch me.
N0w not only is this going to knock me out of basketball but it might do the same for softball. shew it makes me so mad to think about. i mean i worked really hard in basketball and im tryin so hard..then somthing unexpected like this happens..now i cant play anymore. it sucks so bad.
I tried to take a shower yesterday and it was awful. You dont realize how much you use somthing until you cant use it anymore. ughh..i couldnt fix my hair put make up on i coulndt even really wash my hair ughh i was gettin so frustrated that i just sat down and cried..shew i dont know how much worse this shit can get..h0pefully the worst is d0ne.
alright i know your sick of my complaining so im done..just had to get some things off my chest and im sure everyones sick of my complain to them so i figured why not write it in here it is my journal haha..but leave me some comments to read please i could use s0mthing to cheer me up*
pray fer me!
could my life get any harder right n0w??..
0kay for those clueless Tuesday at the n0rton game i br0ke my hand. Today the orth0pedic doctor finally w0rked me in..he said i had tw0 options..i could either let him cast it and see h0w it heals or i could have surgery. At first i was all ab0ut the cast, then he went int0 detail. he said that there is a b0ne stickin straight up that wont never heal without surgery and if i was to ever hit that bone again with anything it would c0me thr0ugh my skin. and where i play sports i figured that would happen. s0 of course that let me with a hard choice to make. He said that he could go in and numb my hand and try to bend it back into place wihtout the surgery but he said that there is a 75% chance it wouldnt work. so he made me do this test thing. i made a first with both hands and on my hurt hand my pinky was coming toward my fingers..practically underneath it..after that he told me not to w0rry ab0ut casting it just to have surgery.
Honestly im scared to death. 0n either saturday or sunday i have to go get my blo0d to0k and some other tests. then on monday mourning i have surgery at 8. man i have to be put to sleep and everything. They said were they are screwing two bones together that the pain will be really bad and they would prolly keep me over night just to watch me.
N0w not only is this going to knock me out of basketball but it might do the same for softball. shew it makes me so mad to think about. i mean i worked really hard in basketball and im tryin so hard..then somthing unexpected like this happens..now i cant play anymore. it sucks so bad.
I tried to take a shower yesterday and it was awful. You dont realize how much you use somthing until you cant use it anymore. ughh..i couldnt fix my hair put make up on i coulndt even really wash my hair ughh i was gettin so frustrated that i just sat down and cried..shew i dont know how much worse this shit can get..h0pefully the worst is d0ne.
alright i know your sick of my complaining so im done..just had to get some things off my chest and im sure everyones sick of my complain to them so i figured why not write it in here it is my journal haha..but leave me some comments to read please i could use s0mthing to cheer me up*
pray fer me!