Pointless.
This shouldn't have to be so hard.
I said to myself, over and over again.
This shouldn't be so difficult. I shouldn't be trying so hard and failing so badly.
But I did. But I did try, goddammit. I tried.
Next time around I hope I can find it in me to be better, and still be who I am.
I can be the Dexter to your Rita, I can be anything you want.
(It won't be real, but I'll try so hard you'll never know the difference.)
As long as you play by my rules.
As long as you let me live, free, in my own way.
Random rant about nothing at all.
Edit: Just realized I've been free for a whole month now. Nice. But it's actually been so much more.
I said to myself, over and over again.
This shouldn't be so difficult. I shouldn't be trying so hard and failing so badly.
But I did. But I did try, goddammit. I tried.
Next time around I hope I can find it in me to be better, and still be who I am.
I can be the Dexter to your Rita, I can be anything you want.
(It won't be real, but I'll try so hard you'll never know the difference.)
As long as you play by my rules.
As long as you let me live, free, in my own way.
Random rant about nothing at all.
Edit: Just realized I've been free for a whole month now. Nice. But it's actually been so much more.