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The show ended strong last night, I thought. Save for Brian choking on some early lines that he decided to steal from Carol. I had a blast. I've only worked on a couple of shows, but this is shaping up to be my favorite so far. I doubt I'll be back for Measure for Measure but after that show I'll probably step back into it.
I had a good time at the cast party yesterday. I wasn't as into the Risk game than I thought I'd be, but I was pretty sore and the lack of available caffeine there meant that I was pretty tired at that point. I got to play my guitar a bit and I was gathering up the courage to sing in the presence of everyone around me but due to the volume of conversation and other things around me, I didn't get to. Too bad, too. Just changed my strings yesterday morning and they sound beautiful. I stayed longer than I was expecting to, but for some reason it still felt kind of early to me. I'd wanted to stay later. Guess next time I'll have to bring my own supply of caffeine in mass quantities. So I thank Joy for a great time, and I'll look forward to good times in the future with my friends.
On a side-note as well as a slightly-not-so-happy note, there was something I've had in my head for a few weeks going on during the show. Something I wanted to do but continuously put off for different (and completely bogus) reasons. Now the show's over and I fear I've lost my opportunity to take care of it. Once again my feelings stay trapped in my own head to rot away until they're nothing more than a memory, perhaps a reminder of something else I "chickened" out of. One more thing I'll regret for some time to come because I couldn't build up the strength to get it done. I seem to have a lot of those memories building up.
My own personal Hell, trapped in my own mind for eternity reliving all of my regrets, all of my missed opportunities, my mistakes that cost me something or someone. Oh yes, I'll look forward to that.
I had a good time at the cast party yesterday. I wasn't as into the Risk game than I thought I'd be, but I was pretty sore and the lack of available caffeine there meant that I was pretty tired at that point. I got to play my guitar a bit and I was gathering up the courage to sing in the presence of everyone around me but due to the volume of conversation and other things around me, I didn't get to. Too bad, too. Just changed my strings yesterday morning and they sound beautiful. I stayed longer than I was expecting to, but for some reason it still felt kind of early to me. I'd wanted to stay later. Guess next time I'll have to bring my own supply of caffeine in mass quantities. So I thank Joy for a great time, and I'll look forward to good times in the future with my friends.
On a side-note as well as a slightly-not-so-happy note, there was something I've had in my head for a few weeks going on during the show. Something I wanted to do but continuously put off for different (and completely bogus) reasons. Now the show's over and I fear I've lost my opportunity to take care of it. Once again my feelings stay trapped in my own head to rot away until they're nothing more than a memory, perhaps a reminder of something else I "chickened" out of. One more thing I'll regret for some time to come because I couldn't build up the strength to get it done. I seem to have a lot of those memories building up.
My own personal Hell, trapped in my own mind for eternity reliving all of my regrets, all of my missed opportunities, my mistakes that cost me something or someone. Oh yes, I'll look forward to that.