dunkamer
ive been tracking like crazy lately. its pretty much the only thing i have a genuine desire to want to do other than a few select other things. school has become increasingly lame. i dont like it. the momentum that i had the first semester back in school evaporated and im finding it more and more hard to want to go. i found out my major isn't really all that cool. its the designing of canals, streets, and at the coolest, bridges = lame. i can still use just about all of my classes but i will be changing my major when i go back next semester. i definately want to get myself in the mindset of really getting psyched about school. i get excited at the thought, but - i dont know, maybe this semester was just a bit of a funk for me, but i never really got out of it. my interest level plummeted. i find it hard doing things that i dont really like or can get into. nothing really about roads and canals gives me a hard on except maybe the "anal" part of "canal" - yup, thats about it - why am i up again? oh yeah, tracking....